Where he Stands! ✔

Chapter 38

Her royal highness left the hospital room in which His Royal Highness was ,crying,she ran toward washroom because she didn't want to look like a pathetic person who could not control her emotions looking at her husband and his ex together,She didn't want to create scene ,she was thankful Chief park was not there as she didn't want to look miserable to anyone.She went inside the washroom and locked herself in one of its toilets and started crying her heart out putting her hand on her mouth so nobody could hear her voice.
She kept crying until her tears dried out .She was unable to think straight. She was feeling upset , jealous , emotional,angry ,a blend of all the emotions at the same time. She was pulling her own hair to understand what exactly she wanted when she went to Japan and requested Han Shin Lee to come with her,of course she wanted  her husband to wake up from 6 months of comma and get well soon  but she asked herself but at what cost?? What cost she would have to pay in return??Would it cost her own husband but her own brain mocked her Was he ever her husband?????may be not ,he even made physical relationship with her thinking she was his ex,It was Han Shin Lee to who he made love not her,even thinking about that night made her want to kill herself, suddenly she felt a sharp pain  but she again thought it was a kick .

Again started questioning herself ,What exactly she wanted??? What would happen next .What if he will divorce her and kick out her from his life and  marry han shin lee ??What if he will snatch his baby from her.But Han shin lee is a nice woman why would she again marry the same person who broke her right? Her heart consoled her but at the same time she asked herself but he also broke you,he used you and threw you out of his palace like a trash but you returned to him,Why??and if you can return to him then why can't Han Shin Lee,Her heart ached at this,she sobbed as now she was furious on herself for bringing Han shin lee back ,she loved his royal highness she didn't want to leave him or say loss him,,,, she had no Idea what she is gonna do next or what would happen next .

She sat on toilet seat as pain in her stomach was increasing but she didn't have time to think about it .She just wanted to hug her husband and bombard him with all her questions ,Why did he do it with her??what was her fault?? Didn't he ever feel anything about her??Why he can't get well for her,and live a happy life with her forgetting his past, Doesn't matter how selfish she was sounding but She couldn't brush off her feelings easily.She just had a lot of complaints about her husband and she wanted to have at least one special moment with her husband alone when he would be just thinking about her ,he would kiss her on palm and she would blush and he would pinch her on nose and laugh at her silly talks.

Suddenly someone knocked the on  door
When she opened the door she saw head maid wan with a wide smile on her face,she hugged her tightly and said His Royal Highness is out of coma and want to meet you ,come fast

Her royal highness couldn't believe he literally demanded to meet her,but she didn't want to think anything else so she she went to his room fastly ,there he was sitting on bed and Han shin lee was standing near the door ,she went near him,and hugged him he too hugged her,he touched her belly and kissed her forehead,he asked her about her health and talked to child as if he/she was in his hands and not inside her stomach ,she couldn't believe he talked to her so lovingly and couldn't understand why Han Shin lee was standing near the door  like a statue and suddenly started knocking at the door saying

Who is inside??
Is somebody here??
Suddenly her eyes opened and she realised she was dreaming ,It was all a dream ,a sweet dream while she was sleeping sitting on toilet seat leaning towards the  wall.She couldn't believe she was dreaming as she felt it was for real,her heart broke,she stood up touching her dress,wiped her face so that she could look normal and opened the door. A middle aged woman was standing with an annoyed face but she was too desperate to enter the toilet so she didn't say anything and just entered the washroom.Her royal Highness again felt a sudden pain in her stomach but she thought it is just a kick and washing her face in basin and wiping it she left the washroom.When she entered the block in which his room was she saw head maid wan running nervously with doctors behind her toward his room,she also got panicked and followed them ,they entered hospital room and saw Han Shin lee sitting on a chair very close to his royal highness,her heart clenched looking at the sight .He was looking at her face with so much affection in his eyes,tears started forming in Her Royal Highness's eyes but somehow controlled herself.She waited for Doctors to examine her husband and give her a brief about his health conditions.She was waiting for him to look at her once or atleast ask for her but it seemed like he already got what he wanted and he didn't have interest in anyone else.She couldn't understand how a person to whom she was married for last two years could completely forget about her and don't even bother to look at her.She was feeling jealous of Han Shin Lee who  got everything even after losing everything while she didn't have anything even though she had everything .Again she felt a sharp pain in stomach and she touched her belly as if consoling her child to don't disturb his/her mother when she is busy.She was crying from inside ,her heart was bleeding.He again broke her heart into million pieces.