Where he Stands! ✔

Chapter 19

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Her highness is in hospital! !!
She told him while still crying, He was shocked and asked coldly
Why?"
"Because yesterday she had miscarriage and she lost a lot of blood." Maid replied hesitating
Saying that "he was shocked"would be an understatement ,he was shocked ,hurt,regretting,afraid, nervous, everything.
How?He asked too shocked to think straight.
"WE don't know, we just saw her on the floor, partially unconscious and blood were all over on the floor./maid replied.
He felt a strong hatred for himself, his emotions,anger.
He knew his wife could never cheat on him but Dr. Lee is someone whom he can never trust.
A strong fear also conquered his heart,he was afraid this time his wife would never forgive him ,,"how can she forgive him?wasn't it out of edge"!!!

.He was well aware he was the reason of her loss,"their loss ",her pain, "physical and mental "was the reason of his fear.Would he ever be able to forgive himself.
He lost his child 'god dammit' because of himself.
He didn't want to face her,facing the truth,how can he face her?
He left the palace but hospital was not his destination, he boarded flight and went to uk for some business purposes.

"Mam your bill is ready you can take dischare now".
A young nurse told head maid Wan as they were waiting for bill.Han shin lee was unaware about her discharge.
Listening to nurse she started screaming ,sobbing and begging Head maid wan that she can not go to that place where she lost her innocent children, to face someone who is the reason of her loss.
She was okay that he didn't visit her hospital.
Head maid tried to contact his manager so that she could know his whereabouts but manager cut her call everytime.
Looking at her highness's condition they took her to seung family's farmhouse that was in Busan.

After discharge from hospital ,that day she was already hungry as she didn't eat anything in hospital and when head maid wan requested her to eat anything in the farmhouse she refused everything and threw food everytime screaming like a mad woman.

She was already a skeleton,she refused to sleep on bed and slept on floor,that day she didn't eat anything and got unconscious 4 times.

At night when everyone was sleeping she went to terrace and since there was no boundary there she stood on the edge of the roof ,she was planning to jump when head maid wan who was sleeping there catched her and took her to bedroom.She was screaming and crying at that time too.

It had been three days since they came from hospital but she didn't eat anything ,she didn't even bath,or brushed she was sleeping on floor and looking at the ceiling as if she was lost in deep thoughts ,her condition was now getting worst with each passing days and she was unconscious.

At night she again took knife to cut her hand when a maid saw her and snatched knife from her hand screaming, when everbody came their running.

Head maid wan was now too afraid about her ,she was continue calling manager but there was no response ,it was 1st time in all these years, when he didn't pick her call ,it was 7 am when she got call from a foreign no.,she picked call and talked to Seung keun hyuk who called her for telling her to give some important papers related to his work to the person he was sending to her .

She begged him to listen her and she told him everything, every detail ,about the routine of her highness and also that she tried to commit suicide.She added that if he would not come by today ,that night might become his last night since he saw his wife as her highness's health is now worsened .
It was 6 in the evening when seung keun huk entered the farm house slowly with small steps too nervous to face Han shin lee.

Han shin lee was sitting on floor ,her head was resting on her knee and tears were on her chicks.Seung keun hyuk entered the room ,
Wife!!He called her
She stood up nervously hesitating
She looked here & there ,looking for the way to escape from the man who was standing in front of her,reason for her miserable condition,reason for her pain,her condition,killer of her,
" only"her children.
Suddenly she grabbed the knife from the fruit bowl that was placed on the top of a wooden table.
Seung keun hyuk froze in his place Han shin lee!you can't do this to yourself.,he said!!

No i can do, this body, this life, this soul is mine .
I have all the rights on my body
I can kill myself
It is the only way i can escape from you
You are a monster" your highness "you killed my children
What i did wrong to you? Why you made my life a hell.
Was it my fault your father forced us in this marriage?
Was it my fault that you raped me ?
Was it my fault that you slapped, abused and tortured me?
I don't know how to behave in this royal household
I was an orphan how could i know but i tried my best to not make you angry but what you did to me locked me in a room,raped me whenever you liked,beaten me like i was a non living thing !!!
Look i can also breadth your highness i can also feel pain!!!!!
What was my children's fault, you are a killer, i hate you who have made my life hell!!!
i hate your dead father who forced me in this marriage !!
I hate this marriage that doesn't matter to me now!!
i hate my life because i met you 8n the same life.
i hate this body that you touched.
I hate you i hate you from the core of my heart.
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Her every word pierced his heart,he was the reason for her condition, he noticed how weak she was,her body that was so tempting once was now converted into a skeleton, her chicks that were chubby once are lost somewhere in the bones that are now visible on her face.

He realised his mistakes, he was the reason because of which she is like this now ,'"what he had given her in all these month, just pain after pain.""???
But now he would free her, if she desires .He was determined to do something she desires for the 1st time.

What do you want?He asked with a serious look on his face.

Divorce! !!Han shin lee told with same seriousness.