undercover | jungkook

one last time

before yall continue reading, i recommended to put on the song
'all i ask' by Adele :) it just goes
well with this chapter! enjoy ~

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Jungkook's pov

Suddenly everything went completely silent, black, all movement around me slowed down to an excruciating pace. I could feel my pulse pounding through my body, and escaped in torrents through the open wound in my chest.

In this moment, I felt no pain, I felt no sorrow. I felt nothing. I was only amazed by amazing that surrounded me. I looked down at my hand, flexed it into a fist. I was amazed at how the muscle and nerves flexed back and forth perfectly and realized that, soon they wouldn't move anymore.

I fell to the ground, a dull ache formed in my chest. I still couldn't hear anything and yet, somehow, I was still perfectly calm.

Y/N's pov

I heard the sound of Jihee pulling the trigger and Jack screaming. I winced at the sound of the gun and turned to look at Jungkook.

I found him on the ground, lying in a puddle of his own blood. My eyes widened with shock.

"Jungkook!" I screamed as I ran over to him and held him in my arms.

The blood wouldn't stop. I ripped his torn shirt off my arm and put pressure, over the gunshot wound on his chest, with it.

"Y/N, I'm sorry.."

My tears landed on his pale face. "N-no, Jungkook. Listen, just breathe, baby."

Life kept flowing out of him along with his blood. "Listen to me, Y/N-," He began.

Jihee started laughing. "Look, I took out your little boy-toy by mistake! It was like my destiny to kill him or something. Revenge is a bitch, Y/N, you should've never went undercover."

I untucked the knife from my skirt. I held it by its handle and threw it, hard, in Jihee's direction. The blade spun and strucked her in the centre of her stomach. She released a blood chilling scream as her legs gave out and she fell to her knees.

"Jihee!" Her father screamed as he ran over to her.

I knocked him out of the way. I ran my hands over Jihee's pocket, in one there was a cell phone. I dialed 911. I turned my attention back to Jungkook. And Jack was crying over Jihee's body.

"Hello? This is 911, what is your emergency?" Said the calm lady over the phone.

"We're at 893 Hongdae street. Someone has been shot, please," I cried. "Send help, please. Hurry."

"Okay, ma'am. How bad is the wound?" The lady started questioning the details for more informations. I hung up, she wasn't going to tell me anything that I don't already know.

I bent down and held Jungkook in my arms again. With his last ounces of strength, he held my hand in his, kissing it softly.

"Y/N," He began.

"No, Jungkook. No goodbyes, you're going to be fine. We're gonna be okay. You're going to get help and then we will be able to go home, together.. please baby." I sobbed. "You're going to teach me how to snowboard, like you promised, and we will go to the beach to."

"How? It's winter." Jungkook laughed lightly.

"It doesn't matter," I cried. "We'll buy a house together and w-we'll be happy. Maybe a few years down the line we'll have a few kids and watch them fall in love like we did. We'll grow old together and laugh when we can't touch our toes anymore."

"That sounds.. amazing." Jungkook whispered, smiling softly. His eyes twinkled but, it was still clear that he was in pain. After a few seconds, the twinkle left his eyes and his smile faded.

"Shit, Jungkook," I sobbed. "Don't leave me, baby, please."

"Never. I'll always be with you," He said. "I'll always be right by your side b-because," Blood started to spew from his nose. He coughed up blood. "I-" He was cut off again by another cough.

"Jungkook!" I cried. "We promised to cross 7 oceans together.. please."

"Well, y-you'll have to cross the last one on your own, baby." he said.

My heart shattered but, I still loved him all the broken pieces.

"Listen to me, Y/N-," He coughed again, this one was worst than all the previous. "Always remember.. i-its on- *cough* only y- *cough* fuck, Y/N, I love y-"

He stopped moving. "Jungkook." I said. I felt his grip on my hand loosened until it was non existent. I touched his pale face, "Jungkook!" I repeated. I heard sirens in the background but, they were too late.

"kook-, JUNGKOOK!" I screamed, desperately trying to shake his lifeless body. "BABY WAKE UP PLEASE, YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE THIS. y-you fucking promised.."

I felt my whole body weaken. I let myself break down and start to sob hysterically into his chest. I held his body in my arms for the last time.

I heard footsteps above us, but I just wanted everyone to disappear. I just wanted to have one last moment with him. My whole entire body felt numb as each memory of him flooded back to me. Every moment we spent together, everyth breath we shared, every touch.

I sobbed into his chest, my hands clutching his bare skin. please, come back to me. I held him in silence, rocking him slowly as my tears soaked his chest.

My soul gave me a break, letting me pull away to look back at Jack the Ripper who kept on punching his own head, going insane.

I blinked my lashes that were heavy with tears, before i collapsed again, my break was over.

My guilt and pain came in like ocean waves, hard sobbing broken apart by short pauses for recovering breaths. My sobs punched through, ripping through my bones, muscle and guts.

The pain was completely unbearable. It's like something inside of me died.

I saw the flashing red and blue lighs outside. I heard officers were making their way down the stairs. Everything was blurry, hazy, it felt like a dream. Well, I wished it was a dream.

"Jungkook, I love-," An officer grabbed my arm, interrupting me. "NO!," I screamed. "JUNGKOOK, I LO-," My heart ached and was longed for Jungkook desperately. His smile. His laugh. His touch. Him.

"Come on, ma'am, you need to go."

An officer tried to take Jungkook out from my arms. "STOP! PLEASE! NO, JUNGKOOK!," I cried. "STOP IT PLEASE!"

Two officer took me by the arms and dragged me away. "NO! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!" I fought.

"Miss, calm down. You are resisting arrest. That is illegal, we can and will charge you."

"PLEASE JUST WAIT! JUST ONE MORE MINUTE!," I begged. "Just give me a moment with him. Just a minute. I never got the chance to tell him I loved h-"

"No ma'am. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say or do can and will be used against you in the court of law." The officers continued to pull me away from Jungkook and up the stairs.

I fought but, it was no use. I let myself disappear into a puddle of tears.

"It's only you, my love." I whispered. "It will always be you."

The End.