Leilahs POV
No matter how much i tried to forget about the initiation i couldnt. When Varen said i had to die, i didnt flip or anything but i got nervous. I couldn't stop imagining what round i got to or how i would die. The only thing i knew was that i was going to make it past the first. I tried talking to my dad today but he wouldn't even see me. Sometimes i really hated him for telling me shit but never really caring. He was never there for any of us.
Lately the visions have been coming to me more often. There just flashes though. I have to keep piecing them to gether to find the meaning. The last vision i had included some red headed guy that i only saw from the back. Im in a dark wood with people. Theres no trees though. Oddly the trees are hanging people. I guess you can say im like in a slaughter house. But i always keep thinking who are these people? Who slaughters them?
Whenever I feel the vision coming on I have to hold on to something. The last few times I didn’t I fell down a flight of stairs and I almost stabbed myself with a knife. This time around I try to sit down like right now. I get lightheaded, my vision blurs, I start to see with a purple tint and I feel like im going up a hill.
This vision I feel is going to be longer than the last just by how dehydrated I’m getting. I can see fire. It fells like im looking for something or someone but I cant cross the line of fire. I see a small opening though, where the circle doesn’t meet and I run and jump over it. When I see my success I look all around me. Nobody is here so walk away. Sudenly someone runs me over. I can tell their angels. Like common they dress like faggots. One of them is wearing a fuckn meat dress. Oddly I thing of feeding her to a dog. The vision seems to be focusing on her so I look closer. I see someone behind her holding a body. I cant see the face but I feel the strange sensation to come over.
“ Aren’t you wondering who tjis is Leilah?” Her voice sanpped me out of my thought.
“How do you know my name?”
“Well you’re the catalyst and you entered my land. I have to see to myself that you are destroyed.” She jumped at me but I break into a run. I find a bag full of weapons. Theres no gun, the weapons are all medieval. So I grap the whole bag and run. MY body stops though, I remember the body the man had. Seeing as nobody has followed me I go back to see who the person was. The area is abandoned. I go and try to see the person but as soon as I get to the body the Lady comes out of nowhere with a whole crew of men build to be bodyguards. As she steppes closer to me she says, “Leilah this is no vision of yours, Welcome to round one of your Iitiatiation.”
