Leilah pov
He leand in close and i waited for the moment his lips would meet mine. The thought made my heart flutter. so i closed my eyelids and waited. It was after a few seconds that i realized those lips had not connected with mine. I opened my eyes and took a peek. Varen wasnt even in my room. The window behind my bed was open and the cool october air came in. I ran to my window and looked outside for any trace of him. Nothing. When i turned back i saw my door open. This guy was messing with me.
"varen you better not be fucking with me. This isnt funny"
" Who said i was messing with you. I went back home after the park when you ran away." i stared at him in pure shock. Who was at my house just right now?
" why please dont tell me that an angel was in here. Theyre probly gone by now but you cant be to sure. Why what they do? What he do as me?"
" he, he, i cant tell you. Youll laugh"
" dude, leilah, youre my best friend. You can trust me. Ive known you since diaper days."
" i ... you ... almost..."
Varen pov
" almost... kissed me" she said in such a faint whisper that i almost wasnt sure i heard her right. But oh god how couldnt have i not heard her? I left her anyways for that reason didnt i? I wasnt good for her especially knowing she was the one. I guess i left because i thought i never had a chance. But now that i lnew that she actually felt that way, i couldnt help but leap with joy. Im certain my eyes changed color to fit my mood. They were most likely purple right now.
I guess because i didnt say anything she turned back and ran out of the house. Fuck, why cant i ever do anything right? I ran after her and found her at the park. She was sitting under a tree. Her hair was a mess, but never the less she looked beautiful.
I walked up to her and hugged her. She looked up to me and blushed.
"Im sorry about that. Its just that i thought you were following me home and when you slammed the door behind me i freaked." I knew she was talking about the angel.
I hated how they always tried to make a heaven seem like reality but in their own distorted way. Nothng can be perfect.
"No im sorry. I should have told you everything about them sooner. But i guess you know now."
We got up and walked to the swings. "Hey varen can we pretend that never happened? The whole i wished you kissed me part?"
"Sure if you want. We can forget that happened if you want." More like you can forget, cause i dont want to. It kinda made my heart ache with the fact she wanted us to forget that. I never would, it was he little things like these moments that i left. I was so confused, first she tells me i want you, then its all " lets forget it." Sometimes i truly wonder what she thinks. She always has her mind blocked to me since she found out i could read her mind. Its driving me insane. But hey what can i say? Im seriously in lve with this girl. Difference is this time im ready to protect her and im leaving her again. Im here to saty forever, literally. Im immortal.
