After sex cigarettes // dreamwastaken

XIII

After me teasing him he played his little game out of his voice call thing, he shows me his plays like his 'classic' nether portal strat or his boat ghast exit. He tells me about it. Pure passion in his voice, his eyes filled with excitement.

He slips a classic gray top on ushers me to get on his back
"Come on we're getting drinks, storm suzies on her way" he almost gallops down the hallway with me fassenden to his back. Ena sits straddling nick, necking on. Clay chuckles sending vibrations through me.  Ena looks up from nick and nick cranes his neck, they both shrug and continue
"Get it hurry up" he walks, while I'm still on his back, up to the pitcher and I grab it and off we are down the hall way.

He takes the pitcher from me and places it on the nightstand. He literally stands in front of the bed, back to it, and flips back
"ooooh Christ clay!" He body slams me "you've made me bite my tongue."  As soon as I say I'm hurt he gets up and helps me sit up
"Oh shit are you okay babe?"
"Babe?" My tongue hangs out my mouth
"Oh christ I'm so sorry"
"Don't be stupid. Am I bleeding" Im probably incoherent, he lifts my head viva my chin
"A little bit. Shit I really didn't mean to honestly"  I place my tongue back in my mouth and I taste the metallicness of blood immediately
"Calm down petal. It's a bitten tongue" He looks me in my eyes
"Are you sure You're okay?"
"I promise!" I take his cheeks into my sweaty palms and kiss him, as it deepens I taste the blood swirling through our spit. His hands roam all over my body, i climb on top of him, our body stills glued together, one hand squeezes my bum and the other is on my waist, he's rocking me back and forth so we're grinding slightly. This causes me to moan. He pulls back immediately
"I can't do it" he rubs a hand up and down his subbled jaw
"Oh for Christ's sake why now?" I just sit straddling him
"I hurt you. you were literally bleeding"
" and you literally had my blood in your mouth!" I argue back "here stick your tongue out" and he does so, I literally bite the tip of his tongue
"Ow you bitch!" He pulls his hand over his mouth
"Here let me look" I remove his hand and see the red liquid start to form. I lean in to kiss him, tasting his blood mixed with mine.
"Now we're blood brothers" I smile wiping my mouth
"What is I had aids or an std?"
"Ew. Why would you even say that. I'm bone dry now!" I get off him
"Well I was just saying" he sits up straight "I obviously am crystal clear so don't worry" it sends me feeling queasy "come on, I was joking. I'm sorry"
"That was gross. We can never have sex again!"
"Oh come on, let's get you back in the mood" his hand runs up and down my arm
"You'd like that. I'm just not turned on anymore!" I shrug his hand off "Come on, open your mouth and sky it!" I can't believe he's ruined the moment and all I have to say is "sky it" I stand up in front of him and pour the drink into his mouth from a height.

Within 45 minutes it's safe to say we're both pissed
"Let's talk" he groans in response " I don't like this whole money thing" he rolls his eyes "you know I have a job so I don't need hand outs"
"Listen, okay, I don't like the idea of you being a princess, I think it's vapid, not to mention how hundreds of families probably have your photo on their walls, THAT I think is creepy" he's not drunk, I would say tipsy
"Vapid?" I tense my eyebrows
"Well not vapid, but maybe just nonsensical"
"Are you daft. I need money, I'm in college for Christ sake" I shake my head and roll my eyes "shall I drop out and work a job I'd be unhappy in"
"No no, I'm not saying that, I think the idea is silly" I don't want to be angry at him, I mean it is a pretty simple job all in all "I just wish you'd spend more time with me" I scoff
"We've been connected at the hip for days, literally and metaphorically"
"Yeah but people will look at you. Like that dick you work with, erm Cameron or something? He eye fucked you"
"Callum?" I scoff "callum is literally a girl, he's seen me in my pants and bra, it's not serious" his eyebrows screw together
"Your pants and bra? As in your underwear? Dude what the fuck?"
" 'dude' if I wanted callum I could've had him a long time ago" I pinch the bridge of my nose "listen, if it's going to be like this" I pause to chew on my lip "I think we should be strictly friends, nothing else" his eyes sharpened and he let out a breathy cough
"Don't be dumb, it's not that serious" he takes my hand into his and presses his finger pads into my palm, gently "okay so I've lied to you, not completely but slightly" my eyes narrow "so I don't want a girlfriend but I do like you" his eyes stay focused on my hands "like not as friends and I don't think I'm ready to be in a relationship, Carly did a number on me." This is the first time he's mentioned his ex girlfriend by name "I don't want to think of you with anyone else and I don't want anyone else" his tone is even and reassuring "you see, I know I'm asking for a lot but I want the girl I'm with to able treat herself, I want you to focus on your studies" this makes my heart tingle, I think this is the kindest thing anyone has said to me ever! I look up to the ceiling to prevent myself from crying
"But I have bills to pay, what about my student lone?"
"I was wrong okay, I think you should still work but I want more time with you so I'll compromise" compromise? Where was it? "Why don't you let me pay half your rent so you can work half as much and spend time with me?" I frown, I don't like this. I'm being pimped out by the guy I've known for 2 months that I'm sleeping with
"Or you could come to my apartment and vice versa. I'll come here twice a week and you come to mine twice a week" I feel like that's fair. His jaw stiffens
"I don't like being told what to do" I roll my eyes "but I'm willing to do this if you'll take my card to buy groceries once a week?" There's always a but.
"Yeah fine whatever." I shrug it off. Asking him to level with me is like asking a blind man to see.

Posted 03/11/21
              17:16