Me Myself & Regret

the letter "T"

Huh...

Did I take a wrong turn somewhere?

This place, It doesn't seem familiar at all.

I can see several spotlights off in the distance.

Aimed towards what looks like a giant letter T.

T is my least favorite letter in the alphabet.

Have I ever told you that?

It seems rare that you can even form a sentence without one.

What a selfish letter T is.

I take a step closer to get a better look at the worst letter in the alphabet.

...

Is this snow?

I detach my hands from my body and hold them out. several flakes of snow fall into my palms, immediately melting upon contact.

It's summer right now. Water shouldn't be able to freeze.

"Curious."

"You've been born twice and yet you question the snow?"

The world around me begins to blur.

Who's there?

Everyone and no one.

The beginning and the end.

All there was, and all there ever will be.

Why don't you take a look for yourself?

̶S̶t̶e̶p̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶w̶a̶r̶d̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶a̶s̶t̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶

Legs.

Blood drips down her legs.

There is a girl on that cross.

The girl above me, who was just speaking seconds ago, must have been nailed here recently

The muscles in her thighs are still twitching.

I hold back the temptation to reach out and touch her.

Something tells me that taking her down from there would only hurt her more.

Besides, she seems happy up there.

Even though I've only seen her legs.

"There is something buried underneath your feet"

"Dig until your nails crack."

"Let the parasites inside."

My eyes shift upward and find something beautiful.

She reminds me of someone, someone I love very dearly.

What was her name again?

...

That's right it was-

54 68 65 20 63 72 75 63 69 66 69 65 64 20 67 69 72 6c 20.

Another familiar voice calls out, but it speaks backwards, and in hexadecimal. But I have taken the liberty of rearranging the letters for you.

I winced in pain each time I had to touch the letter T.

She is "The crucified girl"

Decoding it yourself would be a pain.

There would be to many letter T's.

"The end of the world would be beautiful wont it be?"

"It's okay you don't need to answer right now. I already know what you're thinking."

"You're thinking: you want to take that girl off the cross and hug her."