Why The Hell Not (Currently Editing)

13 Years And Counting

Abigail
I stood up awkwardly as Malakai rubbed on Zara. I'd hope he would've noticed that I was now standing, but he didn't even look my way

I couldn't deny how angry it made me that he was ignoring me and paying attention to her. Most of my life it's been me and him no matter what, even when Charles came around I still didn't change the way I treated my best friend.

Kai on the other hand was definitely more into her than I thought, or hoped.

He rubbed her upper thigh and licked his lips as he looked at her. I could see that he adored her, but he didn't love her. At least not as much as me.

How could he? Looking at her I don't see much competition. Sure she was attractive, but she wasn't me.

I never thought him finding his mate would have me feeling this way but it did. I'd hoped he'd treat her how I treated Charles.

The day I found out Charles was my mate and not Kai, I was pissed and I didn't care to hide that from Charles. He knows how I feel about Kai, and he plays his part. That bitch needs to learn her part to play!

He kissed the top of her head and that's when I stormed off to the kitchen to wash the dishes. I couldn't stand watching this bull shit no longer.

Malakai was supposed to be mine! After all of these years everyone just knew we were meant to be mates. We have almost everything in common, he loves me like no one has ever done before, we protect each other, we spend every moment together we can. Even when we are not around each other we still call.

He's my light in this dark world, always coming to my side when I needed him the most.

All of the nights where I couldn't sleep and he would come to my house and talk to me till I slept.

All those nights when I didn't feel beautiful he would be there to drill it in my head that I was. That I am.

All of those days where he felt pressured from everyone and I was there to defend him.

We taught each other, grew together, and I can feel my place being taken.

Taken by some chick that just got in his life.

Like now! He's basically putting me out for her and I've never kicked him out of my house for Charles. I've always held him above Charles at all times. I deserve that same respect. I deserve more than getting kicked out.

It has always been fuck everyone else's feelings as long as Malakai is happy and safe.

This whole pack could burn to the ground for all I cared, as long as he's next to me.

Plus, you can't compare where you don't fit, and she definitely did not fit here. He should've left her in her bougie ass pack and made me Luna.

Yes I 'love' Charles, but not the same as how I love Malakai. I'm forced to love Charles, I chose to love Kai.

I always wondered what it would've been like to be Malakai's mate, but of course life couldn't be that perfect...

Soon I heard someone come into the kitchen. Without even looking I could tell it was her. I could smell her natural scent of vanilla and it sickened me! She smelt so sweet, but I knew she was rotten.

I decided to turn around to see what she was doing and why she was in my space. Maybe I could piss her off enough to send her back home.

She looked around, obviously confused but she didn't want to ask me for help.

Annoyed, I put on my 'nice' voice and asked her what she was looking for.

"Umm the trash can" she said with attitude. Cute, I can give that attitude right back.