Why The Hell Not (Currently Editing)

The Wolf Is Out

Zara
A few hours passed and he was still on the phone with her! Each laugh that escaped his lips crashed my heart. I've listened to him laugh and talk with her for far too long for my liking.

At first I told myself I was tripping and maybe they're talking about something important with the pack, but after 40 minutes I just became angry.

He didn't even notice that I've been crying for 5 minutes now. All he notices is her..

Once again how could I not feel some type of way, beta or not!

"You're hilarious Abi, do you remember when my mother caught us using her pots for our mod pies?" He laughed.

I couldn't hear this any more. If they relive another memory I will lose my mind. I could be at home watching tv right now, but nope, I'm here getting ignored. He's not even holding me, rubbing me, or kissing me like I thought he would. He's just holding his phone and his stomach from laughing so hard.

It was infuriating and embarrassing.

"No, that was at the park. I'm talking about my backyard" he laughed even louder. Welp that's it.

I pulled the covers from my body and forcefully, loudly, got out of bed. This is bullshit that I do not have to be a part of. Maybe the moon goddess made a mistake because they are clearly soul mates...

He didn't look up at me when I got out of bed, which only increased my frustration. I crossed my arms over my chest for a whole minute before he noticed me. I know a minute doesn't sound long, but just watching him continue his conversation while I stood here crying, it felt like forever.

"Mate what's wrong?" He asked, in a panic. He placed his phone down and made his way to me.

"Oh so now you know I'm here?" I asked coldly. I could still hear her on the phone asking if everything was okay. He didn't even hang up on her to see how I was doing?

"What do you mean? I'm quite aware that you're here." He said, squinting his eyes. He looked like he really didn't understand what was wrong about this situation. That only pissed me off more to know that he thought this was fine.

"Are you? I've been crying for 5 minutes and all you care about is a fucking mud pie" I growled angrily.

He cursed himself under his breath and placed his hands on his head.

"I'm so sorry! I didn't know. I-"

"Was too busy talking to your bestie to notice that your mate was crying?" I accused.

Most people wouldn't dare to talk to an Alpha this way, but I've always gave my Alpha a piece of my mind, and this one will be no different!

"Yes, and I'm sorry. She only called to tell me how the child is going" he said, trying to pull me in for a hug. I yanked away from him and turned my back to him. I was very grateful my wolf was on my side, giving me the strength I needed to do so.

I could hear him making his way to the bed, most likely to hang up on his best friend in the whole wide world. He made sure he did that before coming to me.

I felt him hug me from behind and bury his head in my neck.

"I truly am sorry Zara. I didn't realize that conversation would make you so upset" he said, breathing in my scent.

I chuckled to myself coldly before speaking.

"How often do you talk to her? How often do you see her?"

"Pretty much every day since I was a child" he said, like that was meant to make me feel better.

"Right, and how often have you talked to me? How often do you see me?" I asked, trying to pull from him. He tightened his grip on my hips to make sure I couldn't get away. He was using his Alpha strength against me, I couldn't move.