Why The Hell Not (Currently Editing)

Uncomfortable Dinner

Zara
This plane was pretty much the nicest thing I've ever been on. It was so wide and comfortable, I've never been outside of my own pack before! I've already contacted my parents letting them know that I'm visiting his, well I guess, our pack.

They knew it was coming after finding out we were with each other yesterday.

They weren't too thrilled about it but they knew it was no stopping it. No one took the news worse than Zoey, who literally started crying on the phone. I told her repeatedly that she would see me again but she wasn't having it.

I unfortunately didn't get the chance to speak with Kylie because she was busy. She really is the only one who understands what I'm going through being mated to an Alpha. I'll just have to try and call her later.

I laid my head on the window and watched how beautiful the world looks. Everything was so small, making me realize how high up we are. I wasn't scared of heights or anything, if anything it made me wonder how this heavy ass contraption can fly. I've heard all of the reasons and it doesn't make sense!

He didn't bring up what happened last night! Maybe because he was worried about going back to his pack... or maybe I was just making excuses up for him that I didn't even know were true. Truth is I don't know why he hadn't brought it up, but it was not okay with me.

Yes he gave me head which was amazing, but that doesn't take away what happened or why she was able to bring him back and I wasn't. That's the part the hurts the most, knowing she has a stronger hold of him.

I haven't said a word this whole time, just lost in my mind with nothing but bad thoughts.

I could feel him looking at me. His eyes were hard as he did so, but I didn't care.  He let me cry and stare at him for far longer!

"We're landing in 5 minutes. Are you hungry?" He asked, after neither one of us talked this whole flight.

"No, I'm fine" I lied, I was fucking famished! But my emotions wouldn't let me budge.

"Are you sure? Abigail made some spaghetti, chicken, garlic bread, and salad" He asked, tilting his head at me.

I quickly became more upset for more than one reason. Why was she making 4 different sides for pasta? Was the Chicken the main meal or the pasta? Why after last night did he think she'll be the first person I'd want to meet?!

Is he truly that clueless?!

"Why is she making so much unnecessary food?" I found myself asking.

"She's cooking for the whole pack. She can only do that once a month due to resources that we have to go into human territory for. She's just giving people more options, she loves cooking for the pack" He said, making me feel like a shity person. So she has the heart to match her outside? Well doesn't she just sound perfect. My best meal is Alfredo...

"Oh...."I said awkwardly. I turned my attention back to the window. God, I hope things work out. They have to right? The Moon Goddess wouldn't be that cruel to me!

Soon the plane started to land, making my ears pop. I quickly started to feel uneasy. Should I have really come out here knowing I'm not over last night?

I mean I have no choice but to see this damn girl. I rolled my eyes just at the thought or her. I was irked!

The second we got off the plane there was a big truck waiting for us.

I swallowed, realizing that it was going to be my first time meeting someone from his pack that wasn't a child or that girl...

Luckily I didn't look like a bowl of crap.