Why The Hell Not (Currently Editing)

Everlasting Heat

Zara name is pronounced like Zaa•ruh
Malakai will be also called Kai, and they will be used interchangeably.
For all of my Vampire Diary fans you know how Kai is pronounced from Kai Parker. For others it's K•eye. His full name is pronounced like the name Malachi just spelled differently.

Zara
Sweat started to form all around my body as the pain consumed me. It was 9pm and this had to be the worst wave of heat I've ever experienced! My body ached as the flames traveled from my core, spreading to the rest of my body. I hate heat, every type of heat, but mainly this one.

And the heat in my pack? Oh, it's a bitch!

The second you turn 16 your heat starts. Then for a few years you get a heat cycle once a month, as if having a period isn't bad enough. The heat happens right after your period, leaving you 2 weeks of peace as a girl if you find your mate in your first few years after 16!

If you didn't find your mate by 22 it will be every 2 weeks! Your period is still once a month, thankfully, but the heat cycle directly after your period is the strongest! Leaving you ONE week of peace...unless of course you don't find your mate by the time you turn 35.

If you are unlucky enough to not have found your mate by the time you are 35, then yes, it will be EVERY week! Leaving you NO peace!!

Only when you find your mate and you are marked will your body finally calm down. Your heat cycle will merge with your period. First the period for just 24 to 48 hours, then the heat for no longer than 5 days. If you have sex with your mate before those days, it'll typically stop that next night.

I guess you can say I'm 'lucky' since I'm only 17; meaning I've got to deal with this once a month. But this one in particular is the worst one yet!

Normally I'd feel a small flame..., I'm on fucking fire right now!!

I grabbed the water on the side of my bed and tried to fix my dry throat. It felt like I was eating sandpaper and biscuits with peanut butter all day! My body felt like literal hell! Everything aching for a release in pressure.

I desperately pulled off my clothes and climbed into my bed.

I pulled my vibrator from under my pillow and turned it on at the highest level. I gulped down the last of my water and placed the rose shaped object on my clit.

I sucked in a breath as my body cooled a little. The sensation felt decent on my body, but i knew it probably wouldn't be enough. I tried to arch my back and used my free hand to massage my chest to see if that would help any.

Nope!

Tears started to fall down my cheeks as I fought though this pain. Normally a few minutes of this and I would've had my release. now it seemed to only piss me off!

I threw the toy across my room with a grunt, why is this so hard today!?

My wolf was howling loudly in my head, blocking out all of my thoughts. My ears began to ring as my body started to heat up more.

What did I do to deserve this? I did my homework; hell, I gave a homeless person $15 today. I was even nice to my dickhead of a brother!! For that alone I deserve a metal.

I let out another ear-piercing scream as my core burned, so ear piercing it got my mother's attention.

My mother, Zuri, ran in my room, quickly scooping me up in her arms for a hug. Her hands only felt like hot metal, so I growled and pushed her away. This cannot be real life!

"My sweet girl, it's going to be okay. It shouldn't be much longer." She said, as tears filled her own eyes as she looked at me. She's an empathetic person. I can't name a single movie that she didn't cry watching.

"Nooo! This hurts sooo bad, why does it hurt so bad?" I asked, gripping my chest. I forgot I was naked! Heat has never felt like this.

"I could call your brother, maybe it's something going on?" She questioned.

My brother is the Alpha of this pack, which means I get to skip lines and get all the best foods. Everyone treats me like royalty because as the only sibling of the alpha, he's very protective of me. We used to be really close growing up; he used to be more fun before he became Alpha.

"What could possibly be going on to make my body feel like this!?"I asked, crying my eyes out. Heat has always made me cry, but as soon as I còme it calms down enough so I can sleep. I don't feel like it's going to let up this time around.

She quickly called Zion anyway and placed it on speaker.

"Yes mother, I'm busy." He said, as charming as ever.

"Zara is having a really bad heat, do you possibly know why?" She asked, making me quickly realized how embarrassing this was to ask him. Why would she do that?!

"Why would I possibly know why her heat is bad?" He asked. "I don't know the specifics of the she-wolves' heat, mother. That's not something I control"

I let out a sharp cry as another wave of pain hit. I wish I could just yank out my reproductive organs and throw them across the room!

"Well, she's in so much pain. Can you at least tell her school she's not coming tomorrow" My mother said, rubbing my head. I know she thinks she's helping, but she's making it hurt worse!

"Sure, Kylie said she hopes you feel better, little sis. I love you both but I gotta go. The last thing I wanna talk about in bed with my mate is how bad my baby sister needs sex." He said, hanging up.

This can't possibly get worse! Had I known I wasn't going to school I wouldn't have done my homework!

"I'm so sorry hun. I know when I'm like this, and your father is not around, I just want to be alone. I'm probably making it 10 times worse... Let me know if you need me." She said, standing up. "You know, we have neighbors... I- I'm sure one of them wouldn't mind helping you"

I shot her a pissed off look and she nodded, realizing she's not helping. She basically ran out of my room, closing the door.

Literally what the fuck?!

I hugged my knees to my chest and tried to focus on my breathing. It should pass soon, it has too. I couldn't move, I couldn't get up, I couldn't do anything but cry.

Moments later I heard my bedroom window open. I looked over in shock and complete horror as a male-wolf made his way in my room.

"Your smell is maddening, girl" He growled.

Normally I would be scared, pissed, or at least confused. But at this moment I just felt pain, that's all my wolf allowed me to feel.

I always knew heat gave off a smell. We learn about it at school or parents teach their kids when they feel appropriate. I knew it was strong, so strong that some girls got permission to skin class because of it.

"Get out!" I cried, even though my wolf was basically begging to be touched.

"It's driving me mad." He said, licking his lips. I've never seen this wolf before, mostly because I don't pay attention to anyone in this pack. I tend to be a loner; I don't get into drama that way.

He looked like he was my age or younger. Curly blond hair, face full of freckles and eyes full of lust. This is not how I wanted to spend my night!

"MOTHER!!" I found the strength to yell. Within seconds she was in my room.

"Who the hell are you?" She asked, as the male stared at me down.

"I..I'm so sorry. It's just her smell is so strong! My name is James I just moved-"

"Alpha Zion will get here in 2 seconds to kick your ass for being in his sister's room. I suggest you get out!" She said, pointing to the window.

He quickly ran out of my room, fear all over his face.

My mother looked over at me then back at the window.

"You need to find your mate girl!" She said, shaking her head like it's my fault.

She locked my window, as well as every window and door in the house.

The whole night I spent crying, crying over a heat that never wanted to end.