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(1 month later ~ November)

Liked by shawnmendes, louistommo, harry_styles, zayn, niallhoran and 301 others liampayne I'm back and better than ever! So here is a photo of me as a teen 😜

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Liked by shawnmendes, louistommo, harry_styles, zayn, niallhoran and 301 others
liampayne I'm back and better than ever! So here is a photo of me as a teen 😜

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shawnmendes Welcome back Liam, I missed you 🥺 You were such cutie
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liampayne Thank you Shawnie, I missed you too 🥺 Thank yoooouu, love you 😘

zayn That's my gorgeous best friend as a teen... Love you Li 😍
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liampayne I love you too Zaynie ❤️

captainiall So adorable
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liampayne Thank you ❤️

louistommo Missed you Liam 🥺
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liampayne Missed you too Louis 🥺

harry_styles Oh freaking wow 🤩 You were born to become a model!!!!
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liampayne Thank you so much Hazza, LOVE YOU 😘

niallhoran You were so cute when you were a teen Liam 😍
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liampayne Thank you Niall 🥰

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I was  looking at Niall's comment for the last 5 minutes. I am missing him, or James... I didn't even know anymore.

James is Niall and Niall is James, but was the James I knew the real Niall or he was an image Niall has built for fans not notice or speculate anything, I don't know, all I knew is that I am missing him.

Niall had tried calling me, he got my number from Louis, they were buddies now and it was ok. I was happy that Louis become friends with his idol, I bet he won't call him fucker anymore.

I wasn't ready to talk to him tho, I know that he wants to apologize and I want nothing more as well, but I don't think I'm ready yet.

Now tho I was sure that Niall would try harder since I was back in social media.

" 'You were so cute when you were a teen' with the heart eyes emoji. Why is he so sweet?" I groan to myself

"You make hating you so difficult to me Niall" I think out loud.

I open my phone and went to Twitter at the old conversation I had with James, well Niall.

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@niallerhoran Hi Liam

@niallsperfection Hey James, how are you?

@niallerhoran I'm good, thanks for asking. I just wanted to talk to you

@niallsperfection Of course James we are friends. You can always talk to me

@niallerhoran So tell me how was your day

@niallsperfection Well my day just started, but it's good so far

@niallerhoran Oh yeah it's 12 in London, it's 16:00 here

@niallerhoran So how was your morning?

@niallsperfection Busy... Have classes all morning

@niallerhoran Oh interesting classes?

@niallsperfection Well yeah but difficult as well. I had Culture and Crime, Police and Society and in few minutes I have Victimology and Economics of Crime and Social Problems

@niallerhoran I'll pretend I understood what you are saying 😂😅

@niallsperfection Sorry, well I have lots of difficult but fun classes

@niallerhoran Oh ok... Well I'll let you go to class, I'll talk to you later ❤️

@niallsperfection I will dm you when I'm finished, I really like talking to you

@niallerhoran I really like talk to you too

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@niallsperfection Niall is sooo gorgeous 😍😍😍

@niallerhoran He is, but why the love all the sudden?

@niallsperfection Well it's always a good day to love Niall

@niallerhoran You are right

@niallsperfection I'm so excited for Nice to meet ya. I feel like it's going to be amazing and totally epic!

@niallerhoran You think?

@niallsperfection Well duh, it's Niall freaking Horan all the songs he writes are iconic.

@niallerhoran That's so sweet of you Liam

@niallsperfection Thank you but it's the truth!

@niallerhoran I agree! But yeah I think Nice to meet ya will be amazing too. Someone posted a spinnet and it sounded incredible

@niallsperfection I saw this too but I didn't want to listen to it, I want to be amazed by him.

@niallerhoran I hope it's what you expect and more

@niallsperfection I am sure I will love it 😍

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I stop reading because I can't do this anymore. I miss our talks. He was always so sweet and kind.

Deep down I knew he reminded me of Niall, and I think that's why I started having feelings for him. I never told the other because I was a bit scared of what they may think, that's why I didn't tell anyone.

But I guess that wasn't a problem now since James and Niall are the same person.

I sometimes thought he felt something for me too, James not Niall of course, from the way he was talking to me or about me to the others and that made me happy.

I didn't know I was feeling something for him till the day of the concert, but now that I know that he is Niall I know that what I thought was anything but true.

I mean how can a person so famous and sweet like Niall like me a regular college boy. I was nothing, so it is ridiculous to mean anything other than that to him too.

I guess I have to realise that before it's too late, but who am I kidding I'm already in love with him.

I'm in love with Niall Horan and he knows it... What am I going to do?

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