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Niall's Pov

"I.... I don't" Liam started saying but he stopped. He took a deep breath, look at me in the eyes and said

"I love you too, you already know that" he stayed silent for a bit "Thank you for explaining yourself to me, I know it must have been quite difficult for you. Also thank you for coming all the way from LA here" he smiled and I smiled back at him, but then he looked at the floor. I went to tell him that it was nothing coming here for me but he mentioned me not talk.

"You lied to me Niall, and I know you lied to the others too, but the others aren't in love with you, I was, I am, And you hurt me, you hurt me a lot. I don't care if you think I am unreasonable because that was how I felt at that time!" he paused and looked at me again.

"But I forgive you. Because I know it was difficult for you to tell us the truth. We are your fans for god sake, we could have do something to expose you. So I get it!

You always were so kind and sweet to us at the chat and I know you didn't fake all this and that was all real. We are your friends"

"But I don't think you like me, not. the way I like you at least. I know you, I know the real you, because we had so many talks, unless all these were an act too" I shook my head and he nod, but I also have the need to interrupt him.

"I have to completely disagree with you here Liam. I know how I feel and I love you the exact same way you do. I think I know you the same way you do me as well, because at the chat we all were so open about our personal lives. I might have lied about my identity but I never lied about how I was feeling. I told you I was gay and that I had a terrible, toxic relationship with someone. I trusted you and knew you wouldn't jugded me and you didn't

I fall in love with your personality. How sweet, kind, loving and innocent you are. How you always ask Zayn when you don't know something, or how you always go to Louis when you need an advise for a relationship. All that make you so special to me and to the other boys too. You are only 19, but you are so mature. I love you Liam, I really do"

"I know I probably don't deserve your apo...." I tried to explain myself, but then I felt his lips touching mine. He is kissing me, Liam is kissing me, oh my god!

I am freaking out, what do I do?

Liam suddenly stopped and looked at me "I'm sorry, I am so freaking sorry Niall. I didn't want to do that" he apologized

"Why are you apologizing Liam?" I asked confused

"Because.... Because you didn't kiss me back and, and I realized I was being stupid, I'm so-" I cut him off before he continues and kissed him.

The kiss was like heaven. I didn't know I could feel like that by kissing someone. With Justin it never was like that, I didn't feel that spark with him but with Liam, wow!

Liam kissing skills are out of this world, like how he is only 20 and he kisses THAT good?!

"Wow! That was" Liam started

"Amazing" I finished his sentence breathless from our kiss

"I never would have thought that I would kiss Niall Horan" Liam smiles and I couldn't help but kiss him again

He kissed me back and that makes me 100 times happier. I can't believe we are kissing after everything we've been through.

"I love you" I tell him and I can tell how much this means to him by the way he is smiling.

"I love you too Niall, so much" He says and he kissed me again. I don't think I can get enough of his kisses.

"I don't think I can get enough of your kisses" he says like he read my mind

"I was thinking the same thing. You got me addictive already Liam" I joked and he did the most beautiful thing in the world, he giggled.

"Are we like dating now?" He shyly asks

"Do you want us to date?" I asked him afraid of his answer

"Of course I do, but only if you want this too" he says with confidence

I didn't say anything, I kissed him hoping he understood my answer to his question and I am pretty sure he got it by how he kissed me, so passionately.

Damn, this boy is going to be the death of me.