promise?

6.

tw - drugs

last night was a lot of things.
sexy
attractive
hot
joyful wasn't one of them.

i wake up and look over. rafe's not there. i'm not saying i expected him to be here but i'm worried that i'm gonna have sex with him for real and then i'll wake up and he's at some other girls house doing the same things with her.

he walks in, a towel wrapped around his waist. holy shit.

"you're awake." he says.

"yeah.. im awake." i say.

"how did you sleep?" he asks me.

i giggle.

"what's so funny?" he asks.

"nothing i guess it's just the fact that i wouldn't expect rafe cameron to ask a girl how she slept after fucking her. well, semi fucking her." i say, still giggling.

"wow." he says, laughing.

the way he said that- he sounded just like jj. why is this my life. why would i cheat, break up with the person i cheated on and then fuck the person i cheated with all in a week? what's wrong with me?

"oh i'll leave if you need privacy-" i say.

rafe laughs, "you think i want privacy? i shoved my dick into you last night, i think i'll be fine."

how did i lowkey forget that he did that?

"right.." i say.

as he puts on his shirt, he starts small conversation.

"so there's a party tonight. you coming?" he asks.

after last night i really don't want to run into jj.

"i probably shouldn't." i say.

rafe scoffs.

"you know, if all you worry about is those pogues, it's never gonna get better on your end." he says.

"those pogues"

it wasn't just "those pogues" it was jj in particular. he's my dream guy. i don't know why i even thought twice about cheating. well, that's the problem. i didn't.

"yeah you're right." i say in agreement.

"so come to the party. you could use some fun. plus i just got this big stash of coke. it's gonna be awesome." he says, clearly excited.

of course he's a drug addict, these damn kooks.

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i arrive to the party, rafe brought me. he made his way over to a small table full of kooks. probably where he does all the dealing.

as i start to walk in the other direction i realize that now that i don't have the pogues, i really don't have friends.

"y/n!" rafe shouts, "come over here!"

honestly really thankful he invited me over or i'd be the drunk girl in the corner crying.

i walk over to him and he signals for me to sit next to him. i sit down.

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like an hour has gone by and i'm so bored. all that's happened is rafe selling drugs, lots of crackheads, yk the stuff you would expect at a drug table.

"hey i'm gonna go get a drink." i say in rafe's ear.

"ight. im gonna come with you." he says.

we walk over to a cooler to get a drink and while he leans down to grab them i look around.

all clear until, i spotted him. i see jj making out with some dirty blonde girl. she's short and honestly anyone's dream girl.

rafe hands me my drink, looking to the direction i am.

"oh come on. he's an asshole who made you feel like shit but still moved on as fast as he could." he says.

i cant take my eyes off them. they match so well. way more than me and jj ever could.

"you know what? here." rafe says.

he grabs my waist and smashes his lips into mine. he starts to make out with me. this is exactly what i want right now. rafe knew that.

i drop my beer and put one of arms around rafe's neck and the other run, running through his hair. he dropped his beer.

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JJ'S POV OF THIS SCENE

i watch y/n walk in. what the hell is she doing here? and with rafe? should've expected it.

"cmon man she's not worth it." john b says to me.

yes she is. she really fucking is.

"let's have fun! who knows? maybe we'll get wasted and you'll get laid by some hot girl." kiara says.

"you know what you're right." i say.

pope hands me a beer.

after that i kinda zoned out. sarah and john b had wondered off to make out somewhere, kie and pope were talking about littering by the coolers and i was dancing alone. i started to walk out before..

"hey!" some girl said to me.

"uh hi." i say back.

"you're kinda cute." she says, "my names bella, what's yours?"

"uhh jj." i say back to her.

next thing i know we're making out. she's literally all over me. i love it. y/n had never been like this with me. this bella girl is so hot.

i'm having a good time, well thats until i look over and see y/n and rafe making out. this bitch broke up with me yesterday and now they're all over rafe?! wtf.

i grab bella's face and pull her back into a kiss.

"how about you come back to my place tonight?" she says.

"i think that's the best idea i've heard in a long time." i say with a smile on my face.