when it hits you hard.

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the times my mind gets stuck in the way it'll be,

           i don't want to worry,

but as long as jaemin gets to kill me upright,

                         he could be at fault,

i don't want to tell anyone,

              not even jaemin nor mark,

about what i have felt,

            because i don't want to hurt them back.

those words that hit jeno hard gave him a moment of silence. he just wants peace, but yet getting bothered by the way it hits hard because, jaemin already killed, his heart.

now that i want to just die,

               let them be happy.

i don't care about mark and jaemin now,

                they don't care about me, too,

if they want me to be happy,
         mm, i don't want to.

if mark's at fault and jaemin too,

            they're the ones responsible for it, and not me.

it hits different.

jeno is responsible for it, yet he still blames jaemin for what he has done.

little did he know, hyuck hasn't been telling the truth in over a year.

not even mark or renjun knows.

i don't want to live in empathy ,

            just let me go, please.

if he wants to be his angel,

        let him replace me with mark,

i don't care anymore,

                  he won't care, too.

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