i cant choose

chapter one

rachels pov

me and finn are in a break well not a break break but i need some time to think he got mad at me for saying no well i thought i was ready for the next step in our relationship but then last minute freak out and now finns mad that i said i wasnt ready. so i was in glee club the other day and i saw quinn wink at finn then he smiled so then i decided to dig a little deeper so i texted finn and said we can hang out friday and when he went to the bathroom i looked through his phone when he got back i obviously had to lie but he was texting some messages to not his girlfriend me but quinn and there are somethings in there that should have never been said.

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(still rachels pov but another day)

so when i was in gee club finn sat next to me

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f-hey *sits next to rachel*

r- *fake smiles*

f-*kisses her cheek*

r- hey *fake smiles again*

mr shue-ok guys so this weeks lesson is....*writes it on the board* duets! so pick a partner and sing a song together. dissmissed!

*rachel and finn are walking to her locker*

r-*kisses finn the way she hasnt before*

f-what was that for?

r-just wanted to injoy the last few seconds of it *opening her locker*

f-wait what do you mean?

r-you no what i mean

f-no i dont rachel whats wrong your freaking me out just tell me *worried*

r-i know

f-know about what?

r-dont play dumb finn..about you and quinn *holding her tears back*

f-wait what who told you about that?

r-mabey next time you should delete the text mesages off your phone!

f-but i love you *raising his voice not yelling but not quiet*

r-clearly not enough to not want to hurt me! *wipes away the one tear as she turns around to walk away*

f-i thought you said you love me!?

r-im not even sure what love is anymore

f-whats that supposed to mean?

r-were done *trying as hard as she could not to cry*

f-wait!

r-no its good*shedding a tear*

rachel speed walks down the hall she cant really see anything sence there is a pool of tears at the bottom of her eyes then she runs in to puck

r-*bumps in to puck* sorry

p-its ok..whats wrong? *worried sick about his bestfriend*

r-i dont want to talk about it *trys to walk away but puck grabs her arm*

p-im not gonna tell anyone please im your best friend

r-*starts to cry* finn cheated on me..with quinn

p-wait what why? *clenching his fists and jaw*

r-beacause i wouldnt go all the way with him and i told him i needed some time to think things over

p-*hugs her* its gonna be ok..i swear

r-*hugs back*

*finn walks down the hall where puck and rachel cant see him and sees thm hugging*

r-thanks but you dont need to do this

p-i dont have to but i want to..your my best friend and always be no matter what..need a ride?

r-if you dont mind

finns pov

i cant beleive she just broke up with me...i deserve it but what i dont get is why she was with puck

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glee club

p-WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HER?!?!?!?!? *standing in front of finn clenching fits and jaw*

f-do what to who?*playing confused*

p-YOU CHEATED ON RACHEL WITH MS BARBIE OVER HERE..

f-whats the diffrence your not he boyfreind

p-AND IF I WAS I WOULD BE A MUCH BETER BOFRIEND THAN YOU!

santana-wankiee

*everyone laughs exept finn and puck*

r-whats going on??!?*as she walks in

s-well puck is about to go all hulk on finn

r-about??

s-well you acually