i cant choose

forgiveness

finns pov

i really miss rachel and i know she still has feeling for me but i NEED her to forgive me if i cant be with her then we should at least should be friends. i have to admit that im not completely over her but the one thing that is helping me is im secretly dating quinn.im totally jealous of puck he gets to be with her every second of every day...wait thats a little wierd hes with herevery day and every minute. i need to talk to rachel.

--__--__--__--__--__--__--__--__--__--__--__--__

f-hey rach can i talk to you? *walking up to her*

r-what about? *looking nervous but confused*

f-can you please forgive me?

r-wait what?

f-i just need you to forgive me

r-ill have to think about it

f-to be honest i cant stand not being friends with you

r-me to *nodding*

f-can i tell you something if were being honest....im dating quinn

r-cool *trying to keep the hurt out of her eyes then turns around*

f-wait your not upset?

r-not at all *keeps walking*

rachels pov

i cant beleive this i should have known i need to talk to puck hes the only one who knows how to help me get over this...i text him

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_

can i talk to you in private?-r

yeah what time?-p

after school? at your place i just need to talk to someone-r

yeah-p

thanks-r

no problem-p

after school

_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_

r-*rings the door bell*

p-hey come in *opening the door*

r-hey thanks *slightly smiling*

p-we need to go upatairs my mom is watching her shows *slightly laughing walking upstairs*

r-ok *walking behind him*

p-so whats the matter? *sitting on bed*

r-well finn asked me to forgive him and i said that id have to think about it then he said he misses being friend and i said me to and as i was walking away he said thats hes dating quinn

p-oh that sucks *hugging her*...but you dont need him all you need is the people who care about you

r-thanks *hugging back* you know that your the only person that can cheer me up?

p-i figured

glee club next day

k-where were you yesterday you said we would go to the mall? *little upset*

r- i was upset so i was talking to puck

m-mhmmm thats what they call it now a days *laughing*

r- *rolling eyes*

k-what were you so upset about?

r-if i tell you guys promise nnot to tell anyone?

m-yeah we promise *noddind*

r-finn and quinn are dating *whispering*

artie-hot damn!

r-yeah i was upset puck was nice enough to help me get over it

t-you guys would seriously make a cute coulpe *smiling and nodding*

r-thanks but im just working on me now

s-so what about you and finn?

r-what about me and finn

k-whats gonna happen?

r-all i know is im trying me best to get over what happend..and forgive him...im close i know it

t-is that why you wernt as upset when he found out he cheated on you? *confused*

r-yeah

f-can you guys not talk about this in front of me??

quinn-why do you care if they talk about it? *fusterated*

f-ughh

p-you better today rach? *walking in*

r-yeah thanks *smiling*

f-nope dont call her that i came up with it

r-finn anyone can call me that its just a nick-name its not that big of a deal

a coulpe of weeks later

rachels pov

its been about a month sense me and finn broke up and im finally over him and ive finally forgave him but he doesnt know yet. im just releved that we can be friends again.me and puck have been getting really really close i kind of like it.finn still has some out bursts sometimes but i try to forget about it when ever he does. in school i talk to finn

r-hey finn *smiling and walking up to him in at his locker*

f-whats up? *taking books out and puttung in bag*

r-nothin much how about you?

f-just gonna go meet up with quinn *looking on the floor*

r-whats wrong? *concernd*

f-are we friends?

r-thats what i acually came here to talk about..i forgive you *putting a piece of hair behind her ear*

f-so..?

r-soo were friends *laughing*