i cant choose

so emotional

Rachel's pov

my dad is still in the hospital and my other dad Hiram is always staying with him like over night. i just want something that's gonna get my mind off of it I've been thinking that i should have a party ill invite just the glee club and my dad wont be home he'll be at the hospital all night its official I'm throwing a glarty! a glee party...no OK anyways i let everyone know during glee club before Mr schue came in and they all agreed puck is obviously gonna bring the drinks hes a total bad ass anyways i want a night to remember...or not because I'm to drunk. i go up to puck "hey puck can you drive me home today?" i asked "yeah of course " he replied and we walked to his car "can you bring the drinks to the party?" i asked praying that he would say yes "only if we get to play spin the bottle....its not a party without spin the bottle" he said looking at me "....OK" i said smiling and biting my lip and looking out the window mostly because of the fact i might actually kiss someone. everyone ended up finding out about my dad. i guess it was a good thing now everyone feels bad its not that i want them to its just i don't want any more crap from anyone and ever sense they found out they've layed off a bit.he dropped me off and i walked in and found a note on the fridge

"honey I'm staying with dad

as usual well until Sunday be safe

no one over.... love daddy'' i read out loud

after i read that i went in my room and flopped on my bed kind of excited for the glarty fine party anyways i just thought how much fun its gonna be especially in my basement there's a stage and a big area to have fun but i need someones help to clean up before my dad gets back.

pucks pov

i am totally excited for Rachel's party there's gonna be drinking and spin the bottle i get to get drunk and make out that's like the best deal ever but i don't just want to make out with anyone i want to make out with Rachel.i really like her more than a friend and i think she does to i can tell because every time were alone we end up face to face about to kiss and then end up interrupted but when i rig the game were totally gonna be making out by the end of the night. i feel like the reason shes throwing the party is to get over the fact that her dad is in the hospital but i want to be there for her. and if Rachel gets drunk something could happen so i don't want to take advantage of her.

Friday night &

Rachel's pov

the party has started like a half an hour ago and puck isn't here i keep texting him but he keeps saying hes almost here I'm just so excited to finally drink even though its not legal i don't care I'm finally not the sweet and innocent Rachel any more. after a couple of minutes i here the door bell ring and i go and open it I'm so excited i know its puck ''finally your here" i said hugging him with one arm and taking the drinks with the other '' sorry i was getting you a special drink sense its your first time drinking the line was long!" he said hugging me back and following me down stairs where everyone is down stairs and write when i went down stairs i saw Finn and Quinn making out on my couch i suppose i had that coming it did effect me i mean i do still have feelings for him probably always will "OK" i said awkwardly and went to my radio and turned the music up and grabbed a drink "cheers i guess" i said and took my first sip and coughed a little "i remember when i had my first drink....i was eleven i took a beer from my dad" puck said laughing at me. the next hour was awesome and i spent the most of the night dancing with Santana and puck it was really fun and it got better when puck said the words "who's ready for spin the bottle!?! whoooo!" he said, Santana went first and kissed Finn i seriously didn't care it was all fun and games Artie went next and he kissed Quinn i saw Finns face when she kissed him he was so pale like Edward from twilight i couldn't help but laugh. every time someone kissed everyone laughed and it was finally my turn "my turn yay!" i said as spin the bottle and just my luck it lands on...puck yes! "finally!" someone said i didn't care to pay attention because i was to focused on puck as i lean in he leans in were inches away and i here music and I'm still face to face with puck.