i cant choose

with out you-part two

Rachel's pov

as we entered the hospital i started to tear up while puck had his arm on my shoulder trying to comfort me i didn't care i actually enjoyed it not because i was really upset because i really like puck. when we get to his room i totally broke down like i did last time puck just sat there holding me after a while i got up going to my dads bed holding his hand "i know you cant here me but when you wake up ill be here" i said walking out and puck following i try my best to no cry in the car good think i want to become an actress i already have some tricks up my sleeve on how to not cry. "i have a good idea" puck said "and whats that?" i said looking at him "you could sing a song in glee club and dedicate it to him!" he said with a proud OK "that's a great idea" i said with a light smile "but tomorrow i need to go see him again during glee" i said "sooo...you'll sing the song and then well leave to go see him right after" he said with a bright smile "thank you for everything i owe you a lot...and that's what well do tomorrow" i said looking back out the window.

pucks pov

oh man Rachel looks so lost and confused withe her life i wish i could help more but there's nothing i can really do.so in glee club Rachel sang with out you.

Rachel's pov

when i walked in the choir room i asked Mr. Schue if i sing and i haven't sang in a little while except for yesterday to get ready for this

 "i know this is probably a weird song to sing but this is too someone who is very special to me and hes going through a pretty rough time right now so this is to him" i said facing the class "wait who is it too?" Tina asked and i looked at the band to sart playing

"I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you

I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without you

Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you

Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're estranged
Without you, without you
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night
Without you, without you

i look up at puck and smiled at the fact he was recording he was a pure genius

"I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed
Without you, without you
I can't look, I'm so blind
I lost my heart, I lost my mind
Without you, without you

Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you"

before i sing the last lyrics i am about to cry and start to take deep breaths

"I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
Without...you"

puck came up to me as a tear slipped and hugged me we got some comments but that's not the reason i sang the song it was for my dad. i didn't bother telling them why i sang that song its no use "Mr Schue can i be excused?" i ask wiping my face "sure talk to me later" he replied I'm gonna head our with her" puck said. we were int he car "thank you" i said looking at puck who was driving "for what?" he asked confused ''for everything i noticed that hadn't thanked you yet" i said with a slight smile "ill always be there for you" he said keeping his eyes on the road "I'm ready" i mumbled to my self as we arrived to the hospital "what was that?" he said while looking at me and putting the car in park "i just said that I'm ready" i smiled lightly "hes gonna be OK..hes gonna get out of his coma and get rid of his cancer" he said after getting out of the car.

Finn's pov

"is it just me or did she just sing that to puck?" i asked the glee club right after they left "it would make sense they are ALWAYS together" Artie said "why do you care she not your girl Friend!" Quinn said as she stormed out. i still really like Rachel don't get me wrong i love Quinn but i still like Rachel more than a Friend but i think she is dating puck i hate to see them together she deserves more than puck me and puck were like best buds until he got pissy that i cheated on Rachel i don't understand why he even cared he doesn't even date girls! i don't want her to get hurt especially by puck.

Rachel's pov

 i am so happy well happy my dad got out of his coma. when me and puck went o his room we heard people talking so i went in and saw my two dads talking and i was so happy after a little while after my dad left and my other dad fell asleep me and puck hugged for a little while..more like minutes but i really enjoyed it my dad loved the video that puck showed him of me singing in glee club.when i was in school the next day when Finn came up to me "can you please stop lieing to me" he said with a sad face "wait what?" i  asked confused "i want you to tell me the truth..are you and puck dating?" he said still sad "no were not" i said frustrated " then why are you guys always together?" he said "because Finn " i said "because?..." waiting foe me to finish my sentence "because he been taking me to the hospital!" i said holding my tears back "wait what..hospital?" he said nervous "my dad was in a coma and the doctors tested him and he has cancer" i said letting a few tears slip and looking on the floor "wait is that why you guys always leave during glee?" he said "yes and that's why i sang that song"i said "i am so sorry...why didn't you tell me?" he asked pulling me in to a hug i didn't care i needed i and i liked it i font know why but i did. "i should go" i said pulling away from the hug.