i cant choose

Vacation

So I talked to my dads about letting me go to New York for a couple of days maybe even weeks and they said yes sense I'm on honor roll. I'll stay at a hotel I just need to get out of Lima and all of the drama.i was texting Brody and he said he's moving back to New York because he has his girlfriend there and it's to hard for them to be apart.i told him that I'm going soon to get out of Ohio he asked why I want to and I told him everything that happened this week and he said I could stay with him and his girlfriend they live together because his parents live somewhere else.i declined his offer be he insisted and his girlfriend didn't mind so I said ok.i started packing even though I'm leaving in two days I just want to leave and clear my head no one in glee knows I'm telling them today.i start to get ready for school and put on the usual clothes animal sweaters and plaid skirts. I'm running late so I skip breakfast and run out to the car.

It was the end of the day and glee was finally here Im really nervous. "Mr schue can I say something to everyone?" I asked "sure Rachel" he said back "ok so in two days I'm going to New York for about two weeks" I said as plain and simple as I could "wait what?" Puck said "yeah I just need a break from Lima" I said playing with my thumbs "your gonna miss sectionals?" Tina asked "no I'll be back for sectionals" I said as I at in the back I was quite the rest of the class thinking about what Tina said I can't miss sectionals I'll be back before then......I promise.
Pucks pov
I can't believe Rachel why is she doing this to me we just had our first kiss it was the best kiss I've ever had i thought we were a thing I need to talk to her. I see Rachel at her locker taking things out "Rachel we need to talk" I said to her upset and forcefully "there's nothing to talk about" she said "yes There is come with me" I said grabbing her hand and taking her to the auditorium "why?"i asked upset "why what?" She responded "why are you going to New York" I asked letting go of her hand "because puck I need a break" she said as she sat down "from what?"i asked as I sat next to her "from Finn from you from everything in general" she said "why Finn why me I thought we had something going on??"I asked ".... "she said nothing "Rachel what did he do to you?" I asked "....he...he kissed me the other day" she said as she looked ashamed "what's the matter?" I asked knowing there's more "i... I sort of let him" she said about to cry "why?...i thought you and me" I said sadly "that's the thing he kissed me before you kissed me I just need some time to think" she said as she got up "Rachel why would you let him?"i asked she kept on going "Rachel!" I yelled but she ignored me.i was watching closely for her but she missed the last glee rehearsal I asked around but they said she was packing.
Rachel's pov
I've ignored puck and Finn I just need to get away from all of this drama I'm leaving tomorrow early in the morning I felt so bad about puck. I've never thought in my life that I could have feelings for two great guys yes Finn cheated on me but puck sleeps around a lot I don't want to be in a relationship where he expects me to give it up a lot or cheat on me. before I go tomorrow I'll sing one more song
I asked Santana and Britney to sing In the background for me they said they would I sang "the only exception" by paramore and then I left the building I finally got finished packing and I went to bed early so it would be easy to leave tomorrow .I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock I hit the snooze button and hopped the the shower and got dressed in a white button up t-shirt I Tucked in my plaid skirt with a long orange jacket with a orange hat. I walked the streets of New York searching for Brody's address and I finally got there I knocked On the door and he opened it.