i cant choose

Back to the place i love.

It's been a month and a half since I chose Noah over Finn.i still can't decide if I'm happy or not. I know it's been along time to decide and haven't and it's not fair to Noah. I know I love him. I love them both.i can't any more. it's the right thing to do. just end it all and go back to the place I love. New York. the most beautiful place on earth. nothing can compare. There's about two months left of school. then there's next year. ugh. I don't want there to be a next year. I got out of my thoughts. I was at my locker when I felt hands around my waist "guess who" he said "Barbra Streisand" I said giggling "no, Patty Lapone" he said back I turned around and kissed him.i am happy to be with him but I don't feel right. "can I take you to lunch ma'ladie?" He said in a British accent after I closed my locker and putting his hand out "it would be and honor" i said also in a British accent while laughing. we interlocked hands with one another and walked down the hall to lunch.
Finns pov
I was at my locker when I heard the laugh.oh do I love that laugh,her hair her nose.I got brought back to reality when Quinn came up to me "hey wanna hang out tonight?" She asked with hope in her eyes "uhh I can't tonight I gotta help my mom cook" I said lying to her "whatever" she said "sorry but my mom only has two hands" I said laughing a bit to try to cover up the fact that i was lying "yeah, well walk me to lunch...its the least you can do" she said a bit angry "sure" we walked right after puck and Rachel they had there hand locked together like there never gonna open. I sat down at a table and looked around I saw Rachel. again. she looked so cute when she was laughing. she got up and threw the rest of her food away.i never really noticed how cute Rachel's but is... especially in tight tight jeans. I stopped my thoughts as he bell rang. the next class I have with Rachel. I better hurry if I want to get to sit next to her. I ran down the halls as fast as I could. good thing I'm on the football team. I got to the room and there was an empty seat right next to her. she was taking notes "hey" I said as I sat "hey" she said not looking up at me just focusing on what she was doing.
Rachel's pov
I was in math writing where in New York I could live and the colleges I could go to when Finn acne up to me "hey" he said while sitting down "hey" I replied "what are you writing class hasn't started yet?" He asked "uhh nothing"I closed my notebook quickly and looked up at the board. that was a close one. after that class I had two more classes and then it was glee. finally the school day ended and I went to glee I sat next to Noah "alright everyone we need to prepare for drum roll please.....NATIONALS!!" Ha said with so much excitement it filled the room people where screaming as well "ok ok settle down....ok I was thinking that we could do a duet with Finn and Rachel" he said while looking at me and him back and fourth i nodded after he nodded "ok so one duet and a group number...sound good?" He asked while looking back at everyone and we all nodded.
Pucks pov
We were in glee club and for nationals there doing a duet! Rachel and Finn were called up to the piano.
Finns pov
We were called to the liana and me and Rachel's are signing a duet together and we I think we're doing Madonna and then faithfully. Rachel looked so distracted when Mr. Schue was talking to her. After we figured out what we're going to do for nationals we all went home.
Rachel's pov
I was so distracted when Mr. Schuester was talking to me and Finn about nationals. I was thinking about leaving do and breaking up with Noah and never ever coming back. I know it's a horrible thing to say but what can I say I need to stop hurting the people I love and if that means moving away then j have to. I've talked to my dads about my situation.Also, I've asked them if I could move to New York they said I shouldn't run away from my problems but if it's what I really want they'll look into it. I've decided to break it off with Noah sooner than I thought I would. I was in school ignoring him all day until he came up to me "hey... Rachel why have you been ignoring me?" He asked me while I got out if the girls bathroom "what I'm not" I tried to keep it short and simple and I walked away but he followed
Finns pov
I was walking down the hall when I over heard Rachael and pucks conversation "Rachel wait up" he said running after her "what's the mater...whatever it is we can work it out" he begged "Noah...I-I just cant" rachel said "can't what?" He asked "I'm sorry" said in tears and he hugged her "wait...are you breaking up with me?" He asked as he pulled away. Rachel ran away before answering but that indicated yes they are now broken up. puck got so angry he punched a locker then left the building.
Rachel's pov
I ran out of the building crying about what I had just done. I got home and my dads were there "hey" I softly sad as I entered "hey what's wrong?" My dad Hiram asked as he got from his seat "I broke it off" I said between sobs "ohh honey" he said and hugged me I cried "tell us everything" Leroy said "you know how I wanted to break it off to live in New York so I did and I feel horrible" I said while I sat in the couch "if it's what you really want then you shouldn't feel bad" he replied while rubbing my back "I just don't want to hurt them" I said "I know,I know" he said and gave me a hug "I'm gonna go upstairs" I said as I got up an wiped my tears away "don't beat your self up about this" he said and I went upstairs. I fell asleep and got woken up by them calling me for dinner. I got off my bed and looked int he mirror my eyes were red and puffy. I went down stairs and dinner was served. " We were thinking about you moving to New York for next year" my dad Hiram said "and?..." I asked "we thing it's a great idea" my other parent said i nodded with excitement "we'll have you living with your aunt Shelby" they said. "thank you guys for this...its what I needed" I said as I finished "no problem anything for our star" I smiled and cleaned my plate and went to the shower.it felt nice to have the warm water running down my body. I finished up and went to bed thinking of going to New York.