More Than This [l.tomlinson.]

Ch. 44 Its Good To Be Us. *Part 1*

Louis' POV:

I sat there waiting for Harry's reply to me, he seemed happy and excited but there was a flicker of sadness and something else I cant quite put my finger on it.

"Lou." Harry says running a hand through his curls then looking at me again giving me a stern look but at the same time trying to be a caring best friend.

"You realize you are marrying this women.." Harry breathes out looking me in the eyes yet again. I nod in agreement and guilt started rushing over me. What was I doing.. I love her.

"You love her.. Right?" He asks

"Well yeah Haz. Or I wouldnt be marrying her.." I whisper back scratching my neck.

"Why are you so worked up them?" He says matter of factly.

"Harry I am only 22! My career is higher then ever, what if she goes into labor when we are on tour, what if I miss my own son or daughter being born!? You know how horrible that would be!? I have a 2 year old almost, how am I supposed to take care yet another kid!? You realize how stressful this is, how scared I really am just to have another kid!?!" I shout at him getting up and kick his coffee table making it go across the room.

"LOUIS!" Harry shouts getting my attention and making me sit back down. He set his hands on my shoulders and breathed out. "Lou, this is what you are going to have when you get married, having children is one of the things everyone can dream of. Sure you dont want them to come, but when they do. That will be one of the happiest moments of your life Louis Tomlinson, you have to understand that. Lewis walks around saying how badly he wants a brother or a sister! He will be excited, all im saying is, if you love her oh well you guys are getting married. You guys are going to spend the rest of your life with each other, so why does it matter if she is pregnant now. Just go home and sleep on it alright mate? Now scate haha. I have to take Jess on a date." He finishes his speech and smiles at me. I nod and get up and walk straight out the door.

I dont want to face her yet... God I feel horrible.

Alex's Pov:

I sigh and pick up the rest of Lewis' toys that are on the floor all strewed around. I try not waking the 2-year-old in my arms, because I just got him to take a nap. I sang his favorite song that I have been singing to him since he was born. 'Hey There Delilah' by the Plain White T's, but Louis wasnt here to sing with me so it was a bit hard.

I know Louis went to cool off, I knew he most likely take it like he did. Because I know how scared he was when he found out about Lewis, now there is another baby on board. This time he will actually be here for my mood swings, swollen feet, and bigger appitite.

I put Lewis in his Superman crib and kiss him on the head tucking him in. I smile to myself knowing there will be another budle of joy in less then 9 months, just in the next room. I sigh and walk out of his room and down stairs to the kitchen to wash dishes and do some chores to keep my self occupied.

after cleaning the dishes I got on the floor like Cinderella and started cleaning. But it popped in my head, I should be planning a wedding! I hopped up and ran into the living room to see all my Wedding plans strewed out all over our coffee table. I smile once I look at the wall and see all out family pictures so far, I cant wait to just see 5 years from now.. Louis behind me kissing my cheek as our little munchkins play around and he is rubbing the little visible.

I smile and giggle at the thought. I sit down and hear the front door open and close.

Louis' home!