More Than This [l.tomlinson.]

Ch. 8 Liking All 4 and Having to Choose

Alex POV:

After awhile Niall comes back and lays by me i look over at him and he seems sad, confused i dont really know.. But he dont seem like Niall.

I scoot closer to him

"Nialler are you okay.." I say quietly

He looks over and smiles at me with his goofy grin he nods his head

"Yeah, im fine love i just was in thought about a new song maybe"

"I thought you were mad at me for a second actually" i breathe looking up at the stars again

"Alex.. i could never be mad at you, i dont have a reason to be mad about anything" He says looking at me again smiling i see him out of the corner of my eye, he wouldnt take his eyes off me.

I look over at him and he quickly looks away acting like he wasnt even looking at me, this made me laugh alot i sit up and see Zayn dozed off, so i jump ontop of him waking him up

"Commonnnn Mr. Bradford Bad Boy no sleeping!" i say giggling he picks me up and sets me beside him "Sorry i was just enjoying the peace and quiet" he says smiling, i get oddly cold and my teeth start to chatter Zayn looks over at me and smiles he takes his jacket off and puts it around me "Zayn i cant take your jacket then you'll get cold.." i say quietly he smirks at me and shakes his head "I dont mind besides.. In return you could cuddle with me maybe?" he says quietly i nod my head in agreemeant i mean i did take his jacket this is the least i could do "I never knew i was that good looking for you to stare at me Alex" he says chuckling "I was not staring at you..I was in thought and so happend to be looking at YOU" i say giggling "Thats what they all say love"

I playfully hit Zayn in the arm and he just laughs, he pulls me close i know he must have gotten cold Liam lets out a sigh and so does Harry i sit up and look at my phone "2:05 a.m" i had 3 missed calls and 4 text messages from Louis just seeing his name makes me want to throw my phone into the near by lake, i get up and go set my feet in the water leaving the 4 boys to talk alone, i look up at the moon and think about all that has happend in these past 3 days, from Louis cheating on me to Liam Niall Harry and Zayn all fancying me.... Tears begin to form when i think of Lou..

"Lou why..." i breathe and a tear falls from my eye down my cheek, i feel someone wipe it away i look over and see Harry sitting by me, it amazes me how quiet he can get

"Thinking about Lou?" he says quietly. I nod my head and tears start overflowing out of my eyes.. "Im sorry Harry... I probably look so weak right now.." i say quietly he shakes his head and pulls me close so my head is in his chest "You're not weak Alex you're just really hurt and i understand i love to see you happy and smile i love your smile its beautiful just like you" he says in my ear i cant help but smile "There it is.." he says kissing my forehead i look up at him and our eyes meet, and he smiles, he kisses my forehead again and then looks at my lips. I nod my head and he lowers his head into mine tilting it kind of he presses our lips together we moved them together the kiss was.. Amazing it sent chills down my spin gave me goosebumps, sparks major sparks just like when one of the others looks at me i pull away and he looks me in the eyes and smiles ear to ear i get up off of his chest and he takes my hand "Harry.." i say quietly he looks me in the eyes and smiles "what is it love?" he says "Can we not tell anyone about what just happend, just you and me thing okay?" i smile he nods in agreement knowing that Louis Liam Niall and Zayn will be pissed off, he squeezes my hand which kind of reasures me i look at my phone again but this time is "3 a.m" i gasp and Harry looks at me i show him and his eyes widen "Shit we're way over when we were supposed to be back!" he says getting up and sprinting to the guys i take my time not only am i tired i just kind of needed time alone.. Niall Liam and Zayn all jump up gather everything up and sprint to the car.. Now im alone and when i mean alone i mean alone in the dark not knowing where the car is so i just walk straight