More Than This [l.tomlinson.]

Ch. 33 I'm Here.

Alex's POV:

Louis, Lew, and I stood there hugging eachother for awhile.. I took in his heavenky scent that ive missed. His touch on my skin.. His smile. The way he says my name. His eyes. The way he talk and fiddles with his pockets at times. How no matter who you are he'll hug you. How much he truely cares.

We finally let go and I smiled up at the Doncaster boy who was now 22 and me.. I was 19. It seemes longer than 2 years that me and him have been apart. It felt like an eternity. Like the months and years would never end.

"Da-da." Lewis said reaching for his dad. Louis smiled and took the baby happily.

"Hey there baby Lew. Im gonna be the best dad on this super worldd! Would you like that?" He asked him.

Lewis nodded his head and giggle. Lou seen his superman action figure I just bought today in his hands.

"You like superman? He's my favorite to! You know the way you look at me reminds me of your mother." Louis paused and looked at me smiling. He walked out.of the room holding our son. Its so good saying that now.. Our.. Instead of Mine.

Zayn shook my shoulder and shook me outta my thoughts. I looked over in his eyes and he smiled. I smiled back and hugged him.

Nicole got up and hugged me.

"You took that like a real women Al. Your mum would have been so proud." She whispered in my ear. I pulled away and smiled at her.

I heard something fall and quickly jogged to see what it was. Lewis loved to get into things. Exactly like his father.

I walk in the entry way to see carrots everywhere. There wasnt just a guilty 1 year old. There happened to be a wide eyed 22 year old man sitting there face red and mouth full of carrots. I rolled my eyes and picked up Lewis.

"You are so childish Louis.." I say walking up the stares. I hear his foot steps behind me.

"You say that in a bad way Al. You know how I get haha." He says in a cocky ton.

I enter Lewis' nursery laugh. I set the one year old down he and quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me over to his cars. I put his binky in his mouth and he runs over to Lewis and grabs his index finger dragging him over and making him sit by me. He gives me a car and a super hero and Louis his extra superman action figure. He giggle and starts playing with Lou and I just sit there and admire what Im seeing.

My son and his father. The two people I love most in this world. I smile as Lewis climbs on his lap and takes his tiny hand and puts it in Lou's bigger one. He is such a good dad and its his first day on the job..

"Ma." Lew tugged on my finger and I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at my beautiful baby boy.

"What is it baby?" I say kissing his forehead. He giggles and pulls me more towards Louis more and gets in the middle of us.

"Mama.. Da." He says snuggling into our chests. I look at Louis and he's staring at our son smiling big and wide. He seems happy to be a dad.

"I should go." He says. I nod my head and take Lewis on my lap all the way and he gets up. Lewis starts wiggling around and trying to get out of my grasp he starts crying and finally gets out of my grip and running out in the hall balling. I get up and jog into the hallway. He is almost to the stairs and falls, he cries harder I run over to him and pick him up him waling.

"Dadaaaaaa."

I know what he meant.. He wanted Louis. He thought he was going to just up and leave him and never come back again. Seeing my baby cry like that made me cry a bit too. Ever though in all reality he was in the living room.

I walk down the stairs holding him, he was crying harder his face all red and eyes all bloodshot and puff.. poor baby boy..

I make it to the door way of the living room and all 6 people were staring at us I gave a half hearted smile and turned Lewis around so he was facing everyone I heard a few 'awww's and 'poor little thing'.

"Look baby Lew he's right there." I say pointing at Louis setting him down "Theres daddy go get him he's not leaving" I say in his ear.

He ran over to Lou and hugged his leg still balling Louis picked him up and cuddled him to his chest.

"He thought you were leaving forever again." I said looking at him. His eyes widened and softend as he looks down at the little boy crying.

His sobs soften and he slowly fell asleep there in Louis' arms.

I sit by Zayn and he looks over and smiles at me, I give him a smile.

"How about a sleep over at the shared flat tonight?" Harry said like a little boy. I giggle at the idea and nod.

"Its okay with me. Well I dont know where the baby will sleep. There isnt a crib." I say. Liam gives a low chuckle.

"Theres one from when Lux used to spend the night with us. It'll be fine we just have to put it back up." He says.

I smile at Liam and nod my head.

"Is that okay Nicole?" I ask. She smiles widely at me then looks at Niall lovingly.. Awe lovebirdsss!

"It sounds perfect!" She says excitingly.

I giggle. "Good a Christmas with the 6 Boys I love and 1 Girl I love. Its going to be a good Christmas." I say smiling toward Louis who is now basicly rocking the baby and singing the song I always sang to him to get him to sleep. Its like we think alike when it comes to our baby.

'Hey there Delilah.

Whats it like in New York City?

Im a thousands miles away

but girl tonight you look so pretty

yes you do, Time Square

Cant shine as bright as you.

I swear its truee

Hey there Delilah dontchu worry about the distance.

I'm right there if you get lonely.

Give this song another listen close your eyes.

Listen to my voice thats my disguise im by your side.

Oooh its what you do to me.

Oooh its what you do to me.

Oooh its what you do to mee.

Oooh its what you do to me, what you do to me.

Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard but just believe

me girl someday ill pay the bills with this guitar, will have it good.

Will have the life we knew we would.

My word is good.

Hey there Delilah ive got so much left to say.

If every simple song I wrote would take your breath away.

I'd write it all.

Even in more in love with you'd fall we'd have it all..

Oooh its what you do to me..

Oooh its what you do to mee

Oooh its what you do to me

Oooh its what you do to me, its what you do to me." He stopped almost at the bridge and looked up into my eyes he smiled and lipped.

"I love you, I promise. Im here."

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