More Than This [l.tomlinson.]

Ch. 18 Mistakes are made

Nicole's POV:

I sit there my back against the door for what it felt like hours.. I hear a clicking noise and stand up quickly Alex cracked the door so all you could see was her eyes..

They were filled with sadness, longing, hurt it looked like they were filled with thousands of emotions.. But one imparticular, hurt.

"Alex.. What all happened?" I saif opening the door and closing it so the boy wouldn't listen in like always. Tears trickled down her cheek again and she looked at me and ran to me hugging me tightly. I hugged back comferting her and rubbing her back soothingly..

"L-Lou.. h-h-he is-nnt hims-s-self" she stuttered out

"How" I say quietly. I have known this girl since pre-k.. She has never been like this.. Not since her parents accident..

She rubbed her eyes and sat on the bed. I crouched infront of her and looked her in the eyes.

Louis' POV:

I slid down my wall and put my head in my hands.

"Why are you so stupid Lou! Why!!" I yell at myself punching my legs. Tears stream down my face.

I cause Alex so much pain.. The look in her eyes when i called her a worthless bitch hurt me so much..

I used to protect her from that! Now im doing it to her! What is bloody wrong with me?!

I slam my bead back on the door. Alot. Pain rushed through my head.

"I deserve this" i grumbled to myself.

Alex meant the world to me when we were little... I remember that day at the park..

*Flashback*

"You're worthless! Nobody cares about you! Your parents are dead!"

I see tears streaming down Alex's face as she runs away. I walk up to Tyler and back him up into a tree choking him.

"Go say sorry!" I yell

"Why?!" he yells back

"Go SAY SORRY TO HER NOW!" I scream louder. This time he got the memo. He ran out of my grip and ran over to a crying Alex on the swings.

 

She looked at me smiled ran over to me and hugged me.

"Thank you so much Boobear! I love you!" She says happily

"No problem Eskimo i love you too" I say hugging her tighter.

*Flashback Over*

I smile to myself at that day.

I look at the bracelet on my hand that we gave eachother a few years back.. Mine had a 'A' her's had a 'L'.. I took it off and heald it in my hand and kiss it a silent tear slidding down my cheek..

"I love you Eskimo.."

Alex's POV:

I look at Nicole and another tear runs down my cheek.

"I can't believe he said that to you!" She yells making me wince