More Than This [l.tomlinson.]

Ch. 16 Why do I feel like this..?

Louis' POV:

Me and Eleanor go to starbucks and get some coffee and chat it up.

She is such a nice, beautiful girl!

She reminds me of Alex.. NO LOUIS!

I got her number and we are going on a date tomorrow night.

I walk home with a grin on my face.

I walk in the house to 4 guys laughing and Alex looking kinda pissed off.

"That wasnt FUNNY GUYS!" She yells storming off she see's me and smiles giving me a hug.

"Hey Boobearrr!" She says cheerfully

I smile big and show her El and told her how I got her number.

"She made me so happy!" I said while sitting on the stairs.

Her smile faded and she sat beside me and looked at her bare tiny feet.

"Al.. whats wrong love?" I said turning to her. She looks up at me and I can see she is hurt.. By Eleanor..? Is she? No.. Could she be jealous??

"Nothing Lou.." she breathes she gets up and walks to her and Liams room.

What is with her? I walk to the kitchen to four boys smiling wide at me.

"So Eleanor is her name mate?" Harry says winking at me.

Alex's POV:

I walk up to my room and shut the door behind me. I lean against it and slid down a tear slide down from my eye and I put my head on my knees.

Why did it hurt so bad.. Why do I feel like this... Like Lou just broke my heart into a million pieces... All over again...

I just want to leave right now to get away but I know I cant. I love Liam I do.. But Louis has always had my heart.

I've been there through all the girlfriends through the break ups through the drama through our fights... Loving him through it all, wanting waiting and wishing he would just love me back like I loved him for so long..

There was just something about the wild carrot boy that draws me to him so much. I will have to get over him at some point right? He clearly doesnt love you anymore Alex..

More tears start streaming down my face... I look out my window and see the stars.

I want to go on the roof..

I get up and walk over to the window. Opening it enough so my small body could fit through. I climb the tree thats just outside my window and sit on the edge of the roof. I look up and smile.

A happy tear trickles down my cheek with remembering that night..

*Flashback*

Louis and I snuck out tonight he said he really has a great news!

I see his amazing smile once he sees me and I lay beside him and he raps his arms around me pulling me close as we gaze at the stars.

"Oh about that news" He began "Im auditioning for the X Factor" he says smiling at the sky. The stars twinkle off of his blue eyes just right. It makes me have... Butterflies?

What?! No bestfriends nothing more.

I gave him a biggg smile.

"Finally Lou!"

"Alex"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

*End of Flashback*

I look back down at my hands and see all that has happened now from that small little park in Doncaster..

I hear a sound in the trees and looked closer to find a very worried Zayn Malik coming up. I gave him a puzzled look and looked back at the sky.

"Alex! There you are" He said sitting by me smiling.

I give him a half hearted smile.

He looks at me with concern.

"Its Louie aint it love?" He says looking at the sky aswell

I nod my head and look at him.

"Why do I feel like Lou has broke my heart again Zayn.." I said quietly

He looks at his hands lets out a sigh and looks back at me.

"Because. Louis is you first love. Not only that. You have had feelings for him for... How long?"

"A good 6 years..." I whisper

His eyes widen.

"How did you keep it in that long" he blurts

"I didnt know he felt the same about me.. Not until 2 months ago when I thought nothing could break us up.. He means so much to me. So does Liam. I love Liam but.. Lou.. I love him more" I state putting my head in my hands

Zayn raps his arms around me.

"You are a very smart caring girl Alex. You'll know when it hits you" He whispers

I give him a small smile and looking at the sky again remembering what all me and Lou had before the cheating..

The love, the caring, him.. me.. Just everything about us together made me smile.. But then again broke my heart again.. Because im with Liam now.. and he's with Eleanor..

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Elounor

Aliam

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Loex?