More Than This [l.tomlinson.]

Ch. 10 Goodbye

Alex's POV:

I sit there in awe of what i just heard. Did he just ask me if he could kiss me? I thought about saying no for awhile. Until he broke me of my thoughts by putting his hand on my upper thy.

Made me jump a little but it sure got my attention. I looked up into his mocha eyes and he gave me his amazing smile.

I nod my head in agreement and his smile got wider than before. Our faces got closer, our lips were barely touching when

*BAM*

"HONEY WE'RE HOME!!!!!!!!" Niall yells making me jump all the way on the other end of the sofa pretending that nothing happened at all.

Zayn winks at me and lips "we'll finish this later" i giggle and Niall runs in and plops himself beside me. Followed by Liam, Harry and Louis was no where in sight for about 5 minutes. Then he comes in his face white like he had just seen a ghost.

He comes in and sits by Harry silent.

"Boobear..." i say getting up sitting beside him. He looks up with tears in his eyes

"He's dead Alex.... He's dead.." he says hugging me tightly.. who is dead though..

"Who is dead boobear.." i say quietly in his ear. Now all 4 boys were staring at me and Louis

"Joker.." he whispers

I let go and look him in the eyes in total shock.. Do only one thing.

I get up and i walk to the front door before i shut it i heard

"Alex WAIT!"

The cool rain hits my body like an old friend. I walk to the park and climb in a tree. At this point i am freezing and soaked. I had shorts and a normal t shirt on with flip flops..

Louis knows how important Joker is to me.. That was the last piece of my parents i had.. They died in a car crash when i was 6. About 3 months later.. I was at the park alone one day. Swinging just thinking, asking well. Praying, about how and why my parents left me alone with my weird Aunt and Uncle. Thats the first time me and Louis met.

Instaintly. He made me so much happier. He took my mind off of my parents dying, how wrongly i was treated at my Aunt and Uncles. How somedays people made fun of how quiet i was. He always called me beautiful. I love Louis. But he will never probably be mine again. Thats why i had to move on. To one of the other boys. Or someone else,

I check my phone it has dozens of missed calls and texts from the boys. saying "where are you love?!"

"are you okay?!", "please come home!!!!" i kind of smile at all these they all care so much for me.. when im such a nobody I dont really see why.

Im soaked in a oak tree thinking about the last thing my parents gave to me before dying.. Joker

It makes me cry harder, i get out of the tree soaked.

Walking home a guy started following me.. It made me walk faster.

"Hey prettyyyy!" he slurs putting his arm around my waist i smelt the beer on his breathe... nasty.

I wiggle out of his grasp and walked faster. He pushes me up against the wall pinning me with all of his strength

"GET OFF!" I yelled as loud as i could.

"You can give me what i need loveeee! common lighten uppppp..! Have a drinkkkkkk!" he slurs getting deathly close to my face i try to wiggle out of his grasp but he pushes all his weight on me punching my stomach and legs. I let out a cry of pain.

Until i feel his weight off of me and i fall to the ground to numb and cold to walk. I feel a warm hand on my back and see that its Harry. He pushed the guy off of me. Then i see 4 other heads around me. Liam, Niall, Louis, and Zayn.. I hug all of them one by.

"Can you get up love?" Harry coos in my ear. I shake my head. Im shaken up by all of this

"Guys i have her its okay" Liam says the guys. He picks me up bridal style and carrys me back to the house into his bedroom.

"Can you take your clothes off and put new ones on love..?" he whispers.

"no.." i say quietly. He stands up and goes outta the room, and Louis.walks in

"Hey love.. Can i help" he says quietly i say my yeah and he helps me get undressed and dressed again. He brings me into his chest and holds me.tight.. im greatful for this because i start to cry..... Again

"I know Alex.. Joker meant so much to you.. He was the last part of you of your parents.."

what he said made me.cry harder he calmed me.down and i kiss his cheek.

"Can Liam come sleep with me now.." i.say quietly. He looks at me with hurt in his eyes was he jealous? He nods and Liam came in shortly after smiling at me

"Hey babe" he says sweetly. This boy always knew how to make me smile

He comes over and lays beside me pulling me in to cuddle with him.

"Hey Alex?" Liam said before i drifted.

"Hm?" i said

"Can i say something... and you not get scared?"

"of course" i.say giggling

"i love you" he breathes