Unfortunate (Alastor X Reader)

Chapter 18 - One Hell Of A Night

Alastor's POV

After Y/n's little speech about our friendship and such I'd left quickly to go get us a drink, hoping to be back quickly as to not upset her too much. I've never had to deal with another's emotions, other than her's, before and the only thing that came to my mind was getting us a drink.

Not only that, I needed time to think about what she said. I honestly couldn't care less if we were friends or not. She's just a source of entertainment. But in order to keep that some of entertainment, I need her to believe I do see her as a friend.

But... something feels... off? I'm not sure what in the world it could be, but after dancing with her, for some reason I feel, attached? I'm not good with emotions, especially when it comes to such, positive emotions. the only time I was so willing to be caring was with her, but she's gone and I don't have room in me to be kind nor caring to another soul.

I need her to hurry up and tell me what I want to know so she will get boring and I can kill her, she's distracting me from what I came to the hotel to do. Kill Charlie and then when Lucifer is distraught and emotionally drained, I'll kill him too.

Smiling I quickly walk up to the drinks and get some wine for the both of us. I sniff it and see if it's drugged but I don't sense anything so I take two cups and walk back over to our table. I stop dead in my tracks when I notice she's not there. For some reason I feel my dead heart stop and I lose my breath. I shake my head then summon my shadow.

"Find her"

I walk around looking for her, I ask a few friends of mine if they have seen
Y/n but to no avail. After searching for awhile my shadow comes back to me.

It looks at me and hums "She's in the rose garden. She appears to be crying. She also injured her arm."

I sigh and teleport to her, my shadow going back to its rightful place. I've known about her cutting herself since I seen her naked, I just never bring it up as I is not my place to ask, even though I would love to know.

I walk infront of her and smile, pretending I don't know she's crying. "Well my dear, I certainly didn't expect you to come out here"

She jumps and looks up at me. I see the tears running down her face and i feel anger but at myself for making her this way. My simle drops and i sit our drinks down before sitting down myself beside her.

I look at her concerned and worried "My dear! Why are you crying? Did something happen when I left to go get us drinks?"

She scoffs and glares at me to which I smirk at her temper.

"You fucking LEFT ME! You didn't even say anything! I thought you just up and fucking left!" She yells and stands up infront of me.

I look at her in amusement, laugh and shake my head  "I'm sorry my dear, I simply didn't know how to react in that sort of situation and decide to get us drinks?"

She huffs and wipes her tears away, sniffling a bit. "Well here's a tip, when someone is telling you something you don't just leave without saying anything! You could give people the wrong idea."

I laugh "dear, I'm genuinely sorry. I'm not used to having such emotional conversations. As you siad I work alone, and normally I just kill whoever so I've never had to help someone feel better." I stand up and grab her small hands in mine "I am sorry Y/n, I do infact see you as a friend, and I've grown rather attached to you as well. Now" i let go of her hands and clap my own, smiling at her "let's enjoy our drinks!"

She sighs and smiles back to me and I pick our drinks up, handing her her drink, then I sit down with my drink.

I take a sip and hum, and so does she.