Life

25

SASHA

When I stopped running I was in the middle of nowhere. I don't even know how far I got. I just only hoped that no one followed me. I haven't been running that long but it was long enough. I'm probably  still in the city just not where my house is. I walked back and went through some woods. It's slightly dark outside and there are def bugs and probably wild animals through here.

Watching Dominic and Gerald and the other boys get shot really scared me because I thought they were going to shoot me too. I was never hoping for things to get this far but it's my fault for trying to plot on someone I lost as a friend. I should've never tried to come in between their relationship.

I just wanted someone to like me too. I was so caught up in thinking that Dominic was the right choice but he was just as sad. And now things are worse because I don't know if he's dead and he or KILLA could be the father to my child.

Once I made it on the street I seen buildings and I knew I was getting somewhere. Checking the street signs I knew I could find my way home. Or at least I hope I could. I tried my bear to blend in with the people on the sidewalks. I walked into a fast food place and went straight to the bathroom. I tried my best to clean myself up as best as I can.

When I was done I put my hoodie over my head and walked to where ever I was gonna go. I only hope that none of Killas goons find me out here. I'm not really the best at trying to hide in plain sight but this would have to do for now. I walked into a store and pretended to look around. I went to the accessories section and put on a pair of shades ripping the tag off.

I stayed in there for a few more minutes then left out hoping that no one saw me. The more I walked the more familiar I got with the streets. I wanted to go to my house but something was telling me that KILLA and his crew might be there so I went to my mothers old house. Luckily no one knows about this. This is where I will hide out until things cool down. I think i I might move all of my stuff over here.

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FAST FORWARD

I did some modeling for a lingerie line and it was amazing. They called me to come back for another shot so here I am. It's been a year since everything happened so I thought getting a new start and leaving that shit out there was the best thing. I had my child month's back and to be honest a dna test doesn't even need to be had. The child looks exactly like killa. He had been my heart since he came into this world.

I want him to meet his dad but I'm so afraid of even going back that way and something might happen. This child is the only person I have in my life right now and I don't want him taken away from me. Maybe it's time that he knows that he has a daughter. She is my world and I don't know what I would do without her. I want my baby girl to meet her father and have that male figure in her life.

After I finished my first few photos I changed into something new and walked out to the room. I bumped into someone not realizing who it was then I seen her. She hasn't spoken to me since everything and the kidnapping and killing. I was just lucky to make it out alive and live under the radar. I really miss our friendship and I hope that we can be cordial at least.

When she looked at me she looked like she had seen a Ghost or something. I couldn't even form a sentence or get my words out. I was stuck not knowing what to say or anything. They look she gave me was more of shock than anger but I knew that she was still angry and probably wanted to beat my ass. It felt like we were staring at each other for forever.

I decided to speak up and get the awkwardness out of the way. "Hi Tracey, long time no see." She just stood there with a black face. No words or anything to say. I was going to walk off but she spoke which was more of her fussing.

"You know you got some nerve coming back after all the stuff you pulled. I should beat your ass but I ain't gone do that cuz that would be too easy. What are you doing here any ways?"

"I'm doing a photo shoot for a lingerie line... listen I'm sorry about how I treated you and tried to ruin your relationship with killa. I was just upset because I thought that he was going to eventually be with me but when I found out that y'all were dating it kinda tore my heart in pieces. I should've never let my petty feelings get in the way."

"Too little too late to apologize now but I know you had the baby so if it Dave's then you need to let him know and we will be doing a dna test."

In not testing my child because once he sees her he will  realize that she is his twin.