C19 ~Enjoy The Now

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Three Day Later, ❋❋ Casey's p.o.v.

I stopped feeling sorry for myself, Harry's opinion does not define me. Yeah it hurt with all he said but life goes on, so I must move on. I don't need him to like me, he was a cool friend but the tables turn and I'm still hurt just not showing it.

Me: Hey Z, Is Harry with you? I sent Zayn a text.

Zayn: No he's been at his flat, why?

Me: Can I come over?

Zayn: Sure, I'm at Niall's.

Me: Omw,

I slid my phone back into my purse and began driving over. I want to talk to Zayn because he seems the most mature one, mature on the level of I can trust what he says. Bailey and I've talked, but her parents took her away for the past two days and I need to talk, Zayn came to mind first. He can tell me how Harry's been, even when I'm mad at him I want to know how he is.

Zayn let me in and I followed him up to his room. "Hey Casey, what's up?" Zayn said."

"Well Bailey's out of town and I really need to talk to someone, my parents voted out because in all reality they don't care. So I thought of you," I shrugged.

"Alright so lets talk, I'm the same way."

I don't don't know why I don't let people in, or when I do I something always happens and I end up the one who looks stupid." I said as Zayn listened but I could tell he knew exactly how I felt by the expression on his face as I spoke. "I've always let Bailey in but that's it. She knows almost everything about me, not everything. I guess some people just don't get it. I tend to keep away from relationships with guys, friends or dating. I let Harry in anyway, because the night in New York was fun, he was nice and cool. Then I walk into a make out session between him and the snake, stunned I try and reverse my course but Hanna was like "oh Casey, listen to this" and bam.

He let it sink in for a moment before he spoke. "Harry isn't a bad guy, his actions were bad. I've heard your side, and his over and over again. He's begging to get you to listen because he's claiming that Hanna set him up. Think about it, why would Hanna show you the recording when they are making out? That would just make him mad and not wanna talk to her. You know Hanna better than I do, would she really want to 'help' you out by making you mad at Harry? I can't justify why Harry said I what he did but I do know that there was more talking before that, she only recorded the last part."

"I know Hanna had something to do with it, without a doubt. But she could not physically make him say those things about me. She just recorded what she heard him saying. I don't understand why he'd say those things," I started feeling the hurt again but the end of my sentence."

"That is why I believe you should talk to him about it, because he can tell you why," Zayn nodded.

"You're right, I guess I can wait here until he gets back," I suggested. "I'll go downstairs." I thanked Zayn and sat down in the living room, nervously waiting for Harry to show up. Thirty minutes walked by before Harry walked in. "Casey?"

"I want to talk," I stated.

"Zayn said he had some clothes I left here," he realized that he'd been tricked. "This is way better than that,"

"Can we go on a drive and talk?" I asked.

"Of course," He opened the door for me as I walked out, him behind. I didn't speak up until five minutes in.

"Harry your words were incredibly," I stopped not wanting to say hurtful, so I substituted "wrong,"

"I know," He spoke.

"I thought we were cool and well, friends," I squirmed. "Can you tell me what happened."

"Yes," he nodded. "Management called and asked if I was with anyone, I said no, not exactly. They then said I have to call Taylor and explain to her about Central park and bash you.. I told them I didn't want to because what they wanted me to say was not true, far from the truth. I fought them on it but eventually I caved because they are my management and I have to listen or I void my contract. Hanna didn't get me saying how I cared about you or how I really thought of you. Hanna then played me the recording and black mailed me into kiss you, she had been in the bathroom when it happened. Not wanting you to hear the untrue words I agreed, you walked In on us and she still played the audio. She screwed me over."

I sat there, "I know Hanna was just being a bitch, but it took me by surprise when she played the recording of you saying that."

"I didn't mean a word," he stopped the car, we were somewhere in a rural area. "Casey you are smart, beautiful, talented and strong minded. You don't follow me around, I ask you to be around me because just being in your presence makes me happy and full of energy."

His words stinging me, in a good way. "Harr-" I was cut off.

"Believe me when I say that you aren't coal, you are the diamond. When I saw the look on your face I thought two things. One, oh shit my ass is getting kicked. Two, what in the hell did I just do. I regret saying it and I know that from now on you'll probably always have the thought in the back of your head, questioning if I was serious about it. It way a lie, I shouldn't have said it even though they practically forced me. From now on I won't bash anyone. just for their sake."

I didn't want to believe it but I knew it was true. Sometimes you just know when something's true and this is one of those times. I looked over at Harry, "Thanks, I do believe you. I don't wanna be distant but I've been keeping to myself again so it might take a couple days to re open up."

"That's okay I understand," He smiled. "Thank you for trusting me,"

"One thing," I added, "Where's Hanna?"

"You haven't seen her?" he said with his eye brows scrunched.

"No, I thought she was with you..."

"I told her to leave the house and to stay away from us, including you." He shrugged.

"I'm okay with that, I've had enough of her chaos," I said feeling at ease.

Authors Note: Bailey it's your turn so get to work. Sorry about the late update I had to study and my feet are killing me. Well anyway u know what to do.

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