You Are My Sunshine (TsukiHina)

Chapter 2

Trigger Warning: contains Sexual Assault and mentions Self-Harm

Hinata's P.O.V

Over the next few weeks Kageyama seemed to ignore me unless he had to talk to me. Was he really that mad at me for cutting myself? I felt myself falling deep in this whole I've found myself in since things with Kageyama went south. It was becoming harder to act like I was still the happy energetic little ginger I was at the start of the year. I wanted Kageyama to see I was hurting and that him ignoring me was making it worse. I was headed to his house to talk to him about it. His mum let me right in when she opened the door. I thanked her for letting me and headed to Kageyama's room. I hesitated a for a second before opening the door. "Hey...Kags..? Can we t-" I said as I opened the door only to cut myself off. There he was on top of Kendaichi, making out with him. He opened his eyes and looked directly at me. He then looked back at Kendaichi pretending as if he never saw me. My heart shattered as I ran out of the house. As soon as I was out I let the tears fall. Of course he was cheating....how could I be so stupid... As I ran tears clouding me view I ran right into someone. 

"Hey watch-" said a familiar voice. I looked up and was met with a pair of golden-brown eyes. "What are you doing shrimp?" Tsukishima said sounding annoyed. I guess he hadn't realised I was crying yet. Even still he was the closest person I knew. I shot off the ground and hugged him crying into his chest. Tsuki was taken by surprise. Even still I just stayed there crying. He sighed and picked me up. "I'm taking you to mine, but you have to tell me what the hell happened," he said and I nodded.

When I calmed down Tsukishima sat down on his bed beside me. "So what happened to make the sun stop shining?" he asked sarcastically. 

"Kags....he cheated...a-and it's my f-fault..." I answered causing Tsukishima to look at me in disbelief. 

"What? How's it your fault?? And why would he cheat?? I mean you two look like you're happy together," he asked confused. I just shook my head. 

"It's all my fault...I didn't feel s-safe with him....but I was too scared t-to lea-leave...I also d-didn't want to leave...." I started. 

"Wait, what do to mean didn't feel safe? Did he do something to you?" Tsukishima asked. I didn't say anything just sat there thinking back to the day I stopped feeling safe with Kags.

Flashback

Things between Kags and I weren't going great. Everything I did was wrong and made him angry. When he wasn't angry he was just mean. But even still I thought we could work through it. But he just kept getting worse. He started to be more controlling. Telling me what I could and couldn't eat, who to hang out with, where I could go and what I could do. I didn't know what to do. So asked him if he could come over so we could talk about it. I laid in bed waiting for him. When I heard I quiet knock on my window I got up and let him in. "Hey...Kags? Can we tal-" before I could finish my sentence Kageyama kissed me. I tried pulling away but he just pulled me back in. I pushed him off me and moved away. "Stop, I wanted you hear so we could talk not mess around," I said a little annoyed. 

"And I don't feel like talking," he added before pushing me to the bed. Before I could get back up he had climbed onto of me. He then started kissing me neck and taking off my clothes. I didn't want this though. I used all my strength trying to push him off. But that wasn't enough. It was pure luck that got me out of the situation. Just before he could remove my pants mum came in. 

"Hey hon, do you wan-" she began but fell silent after seeing Kags and I. "I want you to get out of my house," she said glaring at Kageyama. He quickly got his things and left. "You, are grounded," she said looking at me. I didn't care that I was grounded I was just glad Kags was gone. But since I hadn't been able to feel safe around him.

End Flashback

I broke down more recalling the memory. Tsukishima didn't know what to do so he just pulled me into a comforting hug. After a while I just fell asleep in his arms.