Love hurts

October

I think this month has brought me nothing but growth. I can actually say I am proud of the person I am and the person I am becoming. I personally want to thank you for that. Thank you for breaking my heart and making me realize that I am strong enough to put it back together. Thank you for ripping it out and stomping on it with your fits of uncertainty. Sure, my heart is bruised and cracked in some places but; she's beating, healing, and is absolutely gorgeous. October has been nothing but kind to me and has introduced me to endless opportunities of happiness. I healed parts of my inner child. I let that little girl out of her room and stopped punishing her for feeling. I let her be happy, welcoming, caring, and loving. She's doing good and I'm proud of her for coming out of her shell again. I'm proud of her for singing, dancing, and laughing so hard she could pee. Thank you October. You've been kind to me and I hope November is just as sweet as you.