Chapter 18

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"Are we ready?" My mom says as I buckle the seat belt.

"All set." I smile.

My mom starts the car and starts driving to the mall. I'm just happy we have an opportunity to catch up with each other. We both didn't know anything about either of us thats why we were arguing all the time. I'm not a Leo i promise.

"We're here." My mom says as she breaks me out of my trance.

"Yeah, finally." I say as I unbuckle my seatbelt and get out of the car.

As we are walking to the mall I spot Vinnie's car but I try to avoid it. Who knows maybe he's here with Jett? Or he's just here to clear his mind. But, who would come to the mall to clear his mind? There's definitely something going on.

"Y/n, are you ok sweetie?" My mom asks.

"Yeah, I just spotted Vinnie's car."

"Oh, I hope it's nothing darling. Maybe he just came here to get something for him mom. Or maybe you." She says as I sigh.

"Maybe. But never mind lets go." I say as we both enter the mall.

We go through all of the stores and buy the stuff we wanted. After that we went to a cafè to drink something.

When we enter there I spot Vinnie and Nailea. Holding hands??

"Mom. Let's leave." I say, as she looks at me worryingly.

"What happened?" She says, as tears started falling down from my eyes.

My mom spots Vinnie and Nailea and she makes her self to them.

"Oh, hey Ms. Moore. How can I help you?" Vinnie says, taking his hands off Nailea's.

"How could you do this to Y/n Vinnie? How could you? Didn't you love her?" My mom says pointing at me.

At this time I was a crying mess. I couldn't keep my tears, they were just falling, nothing was stopping me, no one knew the way that I was feeling right now. No one knew how I felt in the same exact moment when I saw them.

I take a deep breath and make my way next to my mom.

"Oh, shit. Hi Y/n. Sorry I didn't texted you I was coming here." He says, as I keep my head down.

"I trusted you Vinnie. I really did." I say, sobbing. "I never have thought that you would do this to me. I never thought that I would be fucking played by YOU."

"Fuck. I'm sorry Y/n. I didn't mean to hurt you. Can we talk somewhere private?" He says, as he takes my hands.

"No. Why would we? Let everyone hear that you're a fucking Player. That you lied to my face, that you said that you love me when it wasn't real."

"Y/n, let me explain." He says, as I take my hands off his.

"No? I really loved you. I was ready to sacrifice my life for you. That how much you mean to me Vinnie. Thats how much I loved you. I'm just-"

"Y/n."

"I'm just so mad at myself right now. I should've known. I should've known that you weren't over her, you were thinking about her everytime you were with me." I say, looking at Vinnie with eyes full with tears.

"Y/n, you mean so much to me you know that. I promise we didn't do anything I was just tell her how much I love you. I was asking for help from her." He says, pointing at the package that was on the table.

"This is how much I mean to you Vinnie? Huh? You come into my life, you say that you changed, you wanted another chance I was so stupid to forgive you and let you start over. I was so stupid that I spend my time loving you and caring for you. Is this how much i mean to you?" I say, pointing to Nailea who was wearing Vinnies hoodie.

"Y/n please believe me baby. We were just talking." He says, almost crying.

(A/n: go away Vinnie. We don't believe you.)

"No, im so mad at myself that I wasted my time on you. You broke my heart Vinnie. I'm never going to forgive you about this." I say, turning around and leaving the cafè.

I never want to see him again in my life. He was the only one I loved the most in the world, and he has the balls to go and cheat on me with his ex?? Why did he even fall in love with me then? Am I a fucking game?

I run to the car crying, I don't know what to feel right now. I feel anger, sadness and pain all three in one. I can't believe he just did this. I get in the car and put my head in my hands crying.

"How could I let this happened to myself? How was i so stupid to not see that he was playing a game?" I say, to myself as I started hitting my head with my hands.

"Hey, hey, hey. Stop it Y/n." My mom says, putting down my hands.

"How could I let this happened mom?" I say as I pull her in for a hug. "How was I so blind?"

"Y/n. Maybe you overreacted, maybe he has a reason. I'm sorry this happened to you but you atleast should've talked to him." She says, as I sob.

"No, mom I was so in love with him, thats why I didn't realize it was all game." I say, as she hugs me again.

"I'm so sorry Y/n. Do you want me to take you home?" She asks.

"Can you please take me to Amelie's?" I ask as my mom nods her head.

I wipe my tears with the edges of my sweater before buckling the seatbelt on and leaving the mall.

On the ride to Amelie's I couldn't keep my mind off of the thing that happened. The picture of him holding Nailea's hands couldn't stop repeating in my head. I wish I didn't go to the mall today. I wish I never said I love you to him.

And my worst decision I've made is, that I forgave him and let him start over. The worst part of it is that I fell in love with him in the way I didn't wanted to. I just want to go back and erase everything, I want to erase him from my mind and heart. I want him to suffer.

(A/n: I think you went a little too far here Y/n. Don't you think?)

But, what if I'm just hurt? I wouldn't want him to be out of my life. If its meant to be we would both find our way to each other again. Arent we?

(A/n: Aww, don't worry guys. Y/n had just a little nerve breakdown. She's fine now. She still loves him.😆)

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