forgive me. dotae ✔️

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part 3. short one- conclusion to part two

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taeyong wiped his face one last time, before deeming his puffy eyes light enough to be disregarded in the dark.

He trudged to his and doyoung's shared room, quietly closing the bedroom door behind him. Despite it being 3am, he was hyper-aware of every sound he was making.

In the silent room, his lover's gentle snores were heard, as he got closer and closer to the bed against the back wall of the room with soft steps.

Every fibre of his being, previously being numbed by the fiery hot shower he had taken, now pulsed and ached back to life upon the sight of his youngie sleeping soundly, wrapped up in his hoodie, hugging his plushie.

Taeyong felt as if his heart was being ripped apart and stitched back together only to be ripped apart again at the aching guilt he felt. Ironic how something as simple as his lover peacefully sleeping was able to push him over the edge, when he had spent the night in a trance surrounded by alcohol, only when he had gotten too far with a girl did he come back to his senses.

With a shaky sigh, taeyong slipped into the space next to doyoung, and layed there for a second tensed up, suddenly awkward sleeping next to his lover. That is until doyoung turned over at the feeling of the dip in the bed and wrapped his arms around his neck, nuzzling his head into thw crook of his neck, mumbling in a sleepy voice "you're back".

taeyong let a trembling hand brush itself through doyoung's hair, before settling on the back of his head cradling it softly. He placed a gentle kiss on doyoung's head, allowing himself to take in his scent and slowly drifted off, pushing his guilt to the back of his mind deciding there was nothing that could be done about it now.

In the shining moonlight that leaked in through the slightly opened curtains, came a sudden wave of serenity and calm, the calm before the storm.

- time skip -

When morning came around, and the pair's 7am alarm clock and reminder of the day's schedules reverberated in taeyong's ears, despite only getting 4 hours of sleep, he woke up. He wrapped himself around a still asleep doyoung, relishing in the warmth as memories of last night started pouring in like waves crashing onto a deserted shore.

Blinking the sleep out of his eyes, taeyong looked down to an adorable doyoung, scrunching up his nose like a rabbit as he too started to wake up from his deep slumber. He continued to stare at the boy with a loving look, only a small silver of guilt hidden behind it.

As doyoung opened his eyes, he immediately giggled at the sight of his boyfriend clinging onto him, staring at his face shamelessly.

However, as taeyong smiled in return, he could tell that it didn't reach his eyes, sensing that something was not quite right.

But doyoung pushed that feeling aside and placed a gentle kiss on taeyong's lips, lingering just a tad longer than usual. And for a second, it seemed as if all was normal in this domestic relationship that they shared to taeyong.

Before either could pull away from the intimate moment that radiated such comfort, two bodies crashed into their door, slamming it open.

"HYUNGS STOP KISSING ITS TIME TO GET UP, MANAGER HYUNG IS WAITING FOR US OUTSI- HYUNGGGGG GIVE IT TO ME". Haechan's too cheery for the morning voice rung in the air, as he and jungwoo wrestled over a jacket.

doyoung laughed in disbelief, as they watched the two start pulling on both ends of the jacket sleeve.

Before the jacket could rip at its' seams however, Johnny stepped in and broke up their early morning "work-out" with a tired look on his face, leading the two out towards the living room, but not before saying "you guys are cute and all but you should really get up, we have to leave soon"

Doyoung chuckled once more before pulling taeyong up and started getting ready to head to their scheduled photoshoot site.

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part 3 end.

ohgosh this was longer than I thought LMAO

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