I Want

Chapter 10

I got to the arena a few minutes after Harry left. We only had half an hour until the opening acts perform, an hour until I perform. We're currently in Phoenix, Arizona. I went to Selena's dressing room. When I got there she was in a chair getting her hair and makeup done. I grabbed a chair and put it in front of her.

"Are you excited?" I asked her. The opnening acts didn't performe last time because well they weren't here.

"Of course I'm excited. I can't wait to get that energy vibe in my viens" Her eyes lit up as she spoke. I was also very excited to see her peforme.

"I love that engery. The vibe that the audience gives. Everytime I go on that stage, the same vibe shoots through my entire body" I say looking at the ground loving the entire vibe that the fans give me. It acually make me feel wanted there and that they support me.

"Ditto. So yesterday I noticed Harry was fairly quiet when you showed him you new do. Which of course I love love love. Did you find out?" She asked. Thinking about what happened last night, made my cheeks flush. Evey time me and Harry do that, my face turn red.

"Yes I did find out" I have decided to tease her. I know for a fact that she'll beg be to tell her and I'll tell her when I give up and tell her. Knowing her, if you don't tell her soon, she's gonna bother you until you tell her. It doesn't matter if she does something after she finishes, she goes back to begging you to tell her.

Trust me, I learned that the hard way.

"Well, tell me" She squealed. I know that she's gonna beg for me to tell her but it's better to tell her later.

"See here's the thing. I can't tell you" I say shrugging. I look at her and she has a look of disbelief. I smirk at her to let her know that I'm not gonna tell her. Although she might have figured that out already.

"No, you have to tell me. You can't just leaving wondering" She begged. The second she started begging, I gave up. When ever she begs, I just want to slap her and make her shut up. I sigh in defeat and tell her.

I explain everything that happened. I didn't go into details about the sex part but I told her. Though she did ask to tell her the detail, I rather not talk about it. By the time I finished they called for her to get on stage. I decided to get ready for the show in half an hour. I leave her dressing room and head towards mine. As I get to my dressing room, I see Camila from Fifth Harmony flirting with Niall. I can notice Niall's uncomfortable with her. I walk towards them, standing in between the two.

"Hey Niall, I need you help with something" I smile at him.

"Uh s-sure what do you need help with?" He asked giving his full attention towards me. At the corner of my eye, Camila's getting angry.

"Well I went looking for Harry so I can get opinions on how my outfit will look like for the show but since I can't find him and I found you instead. I rather have your opinion" I explain to him making sure he go the hint that I was lying and go along with it. Camila suddenly started smirking. If I know that type of smirk, she'll go find Harry and start flirting around with him. Niall notices my anger.

"Isn't Harry your boyfriend? Like your suppose to get opinions from him instead" He says not paying attention to Camila. I look at Camila and her look was the same as Selena's. Disbelief.

"I'm sorry. Were you going to go look for Harry and flirt with him? To fucking bad. He's mine" I glare at her before grabbing Niall's wrist and pulling him in my dressing room.

Me and Camila never really got along. I've been to a couple of award shows with her group before and to say every time I see her, she's flirting with someone. But I always notice that clearly they're not interested in her at all. She also pretend to do this innocent image when really she's a gold digger. Her last boyfriend broke up with her because she would always be so clingy towards him, not letting him give attention to anyone else but her and for only wanting fame and money. I swear, I have no idea what I was thinking when I said yes for her to come on tour wit me for a fucking year.

A fucking damn ass year! Boy, help me.

The make up stylist finishes up with my make up before leaving. My hair stylist curls me hair with a wand. She finishes off a few strands of straight hair, adds hair spray to keep is curled and she's done. I get out of the chair and see Niall at the food table. I shake my head laughing at him and walk to my clothing rack. I grab a stripped black and white crop top with a pair of ripped shorts and a pair of black wedge booties. I change into my outfit, folding my clothes,neatly setting them on the chair and head to where everyone is. Niall is on his phone eating a piece of pissa. I walk toword him and stand in front of him. He notices my presents and looks up. His eyes grow widen as he eyes me from head to toe. He clears him throat before speaking.

"Wow uh yo-you look very be-beatiful" He stutters. I laugh at his nervousness. A person from the crew starts putting on at thingy that they put on you when you peforme. The stage maneger come in saying I have 5 mintues before show time.

"Did you and the boys performe already?' I ask Niall. I look at him waiting for an answer.

"Yeah but I think you didn't notice that I left the room and came back" He laughed that it was very true. I never noticed that he left anf came back after he was finished. I laugh with him as we both starts to leave the dressing room. We get to the back of the stage. Literally where the stage is. I see Harry and the boys talking then he sees me and walks over to me with the boys.

"You look stunnig" He says.

"Thanks" I smile at him.

Me, Tyler, Danielle, manager and dancers hudle in a circle. The boy stay outside of the circle staring at me. We start praying as me head is down with eyes closed. I put myself in the circle and down our traditional chanting. After that finishes, they all went to their places. All the opening acts were watching me. A crew worker leads me to the bottom of the stage. A square piece of the platform is down, ready for me. I walk towards it and get down so my knees are bending. I balance on my feet. I hear screaming and chanting from the audience. In the head set, they tell me that everytings ready. The music starts playing as the platform rises. No lights are shining on me. That is until I sing the first word of the song.

"Hey baby even though I hate ya!"

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So every sing will either be by Becky or another artist but let's all pretend that their Nicoles.

Love you Ash