I Want

Chapter 12

I have no idea how long I've been staring out the window, thinking. I've been doing this since we came back from the concert. I looked at the clock and it was already 2:34 in the morning. I have decided to check out some clothes online to take my mind off of things. I grab my MacBook and started looking at clothing stores.

I was scrolling down the page, thy is until I saw the most beautiful stone. I looked at the name of the stone and searched on google about the stone. The stone is in fact a birthstone. Aquamarine. March's birthstone. My birthstone. On Wikipedia says that:

Aquamarine (from Latin: aqua marina, "water of the sea") is a blue or cyan variety of beryl. It occurs at most localities which yield ordinary beryl. The gem-gravel placer deposits of Sri Lanka contain aquamarine. Clear yellow beryl, such as that occurring in Brazil, is sometimes called aquamarine chrysolite. The deep blue version of aquamarine is called maxixe. Maxixe is commonly found in the country of Madagascar. Its color fades to white when exposed to sunlight or is subjected to heat treatment, though the color returns with irradiation.

The pale blue color of aquamarine is attributed to Fe2+. The Fe3+ ions produce golden-yellow color, and when both Fe2+ and Fe3+ are present, the color is a darker blue as in maxixe. Decoloration of maxixe by light or heat thus may be due to the charge transfer between Fe3+ and Fe2+. Dark-blue maxixe color can be produced in green, pink or yellow beryl by irradiating it with high-energy particles (gamma rays, neutrons or even X-rays).

If only I understood the second paragraph. There was more to the stone but I don't feel like reading. I went to look at pictures of the stone and was in awe by it.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" A voice startled me. I turned around and was met by a curly brown mop of hair. Harry.

"I couldn't sleep. Lots in my mind at the point right now" I said. I still feel guilty that I just wanted the paparazzi to take pictures of me. I won't tell him about that, just yet.

"Like what?" He sat next to me. I felt stare on me but I didn't look at him.

"Just stuff" I simply answered. I kept looking at the ground, avoiding eye contact.

"What kind of stuff?" There was one question in my mind. It's been there since we came back from the concert. I has the need to say it.

"Are we gonna stay together? Forever? Like you promised?" Okay so that sounded three questions, but same thing.

"Of course we'll stay together forever. Why would you think that? I love you so much that I can't imagine my life without you" He explained. Butterflies started kicking in as I blushed at his words.

"And I love you" I leaned in and kissed him. I smiled through the kiss and I felt he did too.

I always wonder how I got such an amazing boyfriend. Out of all the boys that want to date me, I chose Harry. I chose him because something about him attracted me towards him. It also seems like I had something that attracted Harry towards me. I remember meeting Harry for the first time.

Flashback

Cameras were flashing everywhere. I almost felt like I might be blind forever if I keep doing this. Some girl motioned me to move left a little. In every angle I heard my name be called. I looked at every angle. It's a good thing that this was at the end so I now get to go inside. I walked away from the cameras and headed towards the doors.

On my way there I bumped into someone. Apparently I smashed my face onto the chest because my nose hurts a little. I put my hand over my nose.

"I'm so sorry. I-" This person has a deep voice. I looked up and it was the one and only Harry Styles.

"It's fine. No worries" I smiled at him. He smiled back. I couldn't help but look at his beautiful green eyes.

His mouth kept opening and closing. I almost felt as if I was speechless. I mean who wouldn't. His curly brown hair, piercing green eyes, and a smile with dimples. Which in my case is my absolute weakness.

"Nicole Hudson" I reach my hand out so he can shake it.

"Harry Styles" He shook my hand. We stand in front of each other looking at each other. Well, I was looking into his eyes. Is it illegal for someone to look this handsome?

I think not, but I do know it's illegal to kill someone. I swear I think he's trying to kill me. How can someone be so young and handsome? Apparently Harry can. I realized that we were still holding hands. He also realized as well. We let go of each others hands.

"Can I...can I have your number? So we can hang out and stuff" He asked. I giggled. I put my hand out indicating to hive me his phone. He knew what I was doing and gave me his phone. I typed in my number and handed back his phone. I smiled him and left to my seat.

Little did I know that we would end up dating and being Americas "It" couple.

End of flashback

"What are you thinking, love?" I heard Harry speak making me snap out of my thoughts.

"Thinking about how we met" I smiled at him. "Not once in my life would I be dating The Harry Styles from One Direction. Never in my entire life had I ever been happy with someone that makes me laugh, makes me smile, has terrible jokes, and loves me for who I am" I said. All of the words that came from my mouth was true.

"You have no idea how happy I am that I found you. I'm in love with you that if we ever break up, I will be shattered" He looks directly in my eyes. the eyes that I fell in love with from the beginning.

There is no other feeling I love to get from him. And that's his love.

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Two words. Black Widow.

Love you Ash