I Want

Chapter 16

~Nicole~

"Harry, please don't do this" My voice cracked as I held his wrist. He turned around to look at me. His eyes was filled with betrayal, anger, hurt and heartbroken. He yanked his arm from my grip and left the room. Tears came fast as I fell to the ground and sobbed.

Never have I ever felt this heartbroken in my entire life. I had a boyfriend a while ago and was sad when we broke up but I've never felt much regret and pain in my entire life. I made the biggest mistake a while ago but tried to hide it when ever I saw Harry. I never meant to cheat on him. I was stupid and drunk. I continued crying in my hands as I heard laughter. The laughing came closer. The door was wide open since Harry didn't close it when her left. The laughter stop as I heard footsteps in my dressing room.

"Nicky, hey, what's wrong?" I heard Liam say next to me. I lifted my head from my hands and saw the boys standing around me.

"Me and Harry broke up" I whispered. They all sat down next to me. I wrap my arms around Liam and continue crying. His hand rubs my back to try and calm me down. Luckily, I took my red lipstick off before any of this happened.

Maybe if I didn't cheat on him. None of this would have happened. The boys helped me get up from the floor. They led me out the door and started walking back to the bus. Once I get to the bus, I immediately go to my bedroom. I notice Harry's stuff gone. I look all around the bus for his stuff but find no things of him. My heart shatters more.

He left.

We really are done for good.

And I honestly don't know what I'll do now.

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5 months later

"Louis! I swear dump that water on me. You'll never see daylight ever again" I gritted my teeth as I step back from Louis. He had the water bottle aimed at me. But since he's Louis, he did it anyways.

"Run!" I say. Louis starts running around the area while I chase him. I has hot on his heels when he suddenly stopped. I ran into his back and fell on the floor. More like fell on my ass. Yeah, I'm still on tour. I only have 2 months to go before it ends. I look up and see Louis with a huge grin on his face.

"HARRY! YOUR BACK!" Louis yelled on the top of his lungs as he sprints behind me. I help myself up from the floor and turn around only to see a crowd. There was a small space and I could see his face.

My heart starts to ache. I haven't felt like this in 5 months. After I found out that Harry left the tour, I was devastated. It took about almost a month to stop the pain. I did everything to forget about him. To forget the pain. The pain stopped. But now that I saw him for the first time in months. The pain is coming back. I didn't notice I was a few inches away from the group. I locked eyes with the same green eyes I fell in love with. His piercing green eyes looking into my brown eyes. He decides to look away first.

"Nicole! The dancers are ready. This is the last practice for today. You have 3 hours until the concert starts. Get your butt on this stage and do the last song" I groan at the sound of my managers voice. I run backstage and let them put the mic on me. After they finished I went on stage.

"Okay so you just finished singing Can't Stop Dancing. Now you go change into that outfit we showed you. And you come back to the stage and the music starts playing" She signaled them to start playing the music.

"You're the light, you're the night

You're the color of my blood

You're the cure, you're the pain