I Want

Chapter 19

The VMA' came faster than I thought. Me and the boys are now in a limousine on our way to the red carpet. Apparently tabloids are making rumors up that me and Harry might have gotten back together.

I would consider getting back together but the guilt of what happened stays in my mind. I can't keep feeling like this. I know I broke him. I know I did. But seeing him with other girls ,while I was blaming myself and drowning in my own guilt, felt heartbreaking.

I stare out the window the entire way to the VMA's. I can feel a set of eyes burning in my skin. Those green eyes that I still adore till this day. I know it's him but I continue to stare out the window. My phone vibrates in my clutch that I carry and fish out my phone.

1 new message.

I open my phone to check who has texted me.

Tyler: Don't get mad but Danielle decided to grab one of your dresses, a pair of heels, make up, and jewelry.

Doesn't she have her own shit? Why does she have to take mine?

Little piece of whore.

Me: Tell her to not touch my shit. That's why she has her own cheap ass crap.

Tyler: I told her that you would get mad at her but she said that you'll never know.

If it involves me or my shit, of course I'm gonna fucking find out about it. I swear that girl will never be alive in the future.

Me: She's fucking stupid then. It's my shit so of course I'll find out that she's messing with my shit.

Tyler: I'm aware.

Me: Tell her that if I see one damn stain on my heels or dress, she will never live long enough to know who she spends the rest of her life with.

Tyler: Damn. You may be my step sister but sometimes your sexy.

Well, that took a twist. Not gonna lie, Tyler is pretty hot but I could never admit that to him or anyone.

Me: ....

Tyler: It's true.

I decided to not reply back because I didn't feel like replying. The car came to a stop and flashes began to go off like crazy. Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn come out first then Harry was last of the boys to come out. He stayed the for a few seconds then put his hand out for me to hold. I grab his hand and and slowly step out. The cameras were focused only on me and Harry.

All six of us make our way to the carpet. They separated me and Harry from the rest as they made them go a little farther than us. Harry wrapped his arm around my waist as I did the same. It feels weird to be this close with him and act like there will be a possibility of us getting back together again.

We move down the red carpet. Flashes hurting my eyes. I've always hated walking through the red carpet because I have to look into the cameras and when I finish with all of that, everything becomes hard to see. I started talking to the fans as did Harry. He took pictures and signed notebooks, pictures of him and the boys.

He looks so damn hot.

All of us were called over by a crew member as they told us we have to get inside for the show. We were walking passed other celebrities that are here for the show. We sat down in the seats we were meant to be seated at. Everyone was getting seated and ready for the show.

"Do you want something to drink?" Harry asked. I looked at him to see he was starring at me, waiting for my answer.

"Yes, can you please get me some red wine?" I asked him politely. He nodded as he stood up from his seat to retrieve our drinks. I saw a couple people talking to other celebrities before the show started. Two people in particular caught my eye.

Taylor Swift and Camila fucking Cabello.

Shit.

I see them walking towards the bar that they had. I see Harry walking back with two drinks knowing that one of them is mine. Taylor and Camila see him and walk towards him instead. Everyone knows me and Harry broke up a while ago which means Camila knows that Harry and I aren't exactly dating at the moment.

They start having a conversation with him and I can tell he's trying to look everywhere else other than the two girls in front of him. His eyes meet mine and they are screaming "help". I stand up and walk towards them. Once I reached them, I wrap my arm around Harry's waist. He wastes no time to hand me my drink and wrap his arm around me.

"I'm not interrupting anything important, babe?" I question him.

"Actually you are" Taylor snaps at me as I turn my attention to her.

"Who are you exactly?" I pretend that I don't know who she is, when in reality, this was one of Harry's ex a while ago.

"Obviously you know me. I dated Harry here. Boy he is amazing in bed" She smirks at me. I roll my eyes and turn my attention back tot Harry.

"Baby, let's go sit down. It appears to look like the show's about to start" I rest me head on his chest. I have missed this feeling in forever.

"Seriously? Don't tell me you two are back together? Harry, she cheated on you and your really going to take the risk of getting heartbroken over a girl who can't keep her legs closed?" Camila jumps in the conversation. That man voice of hers honestly makes me think she's a man secretly.

"Well of course we are. We love each other so much, so why wouldn't we?" I questioned her. Taylor glares at me through the entire banter. I look at her and scan her outfit. A disgusted look is formed on my face.

"Tay, sweetheart, you know this is an award show. Not a stipper club" I feel disappointed in her. She used to be my idol until I heard she broke Harry's heart but even after that I still adored her. She continuously made song about Harry and it just annoyed me so much. Then she changed her entire image and music. If you know that Taylor made Harry feel angry at her when she won an award for you I Knew You Were Trouble song. Since that, I've hated her and has been a big disappointment to me.

She gasped. "Take that back, whore" I grab two drinks and poured it on Taylor and Camila. I smirked at them and looked at my finished job.

"You guys are a disgrace to all woman, you sluts" And with that, I turn my heels and leave hand in hand with Harry and head to our seats.

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Not dead at all :)

Love ya, Ash