Chelsea Dagger // Ben Chilwell

Calm Down

Jaymies POV

"I don't know anything , I swear" Mason held his hands up.

"If I find out you're lying Mase, I will fuck you up infront of everyone" I gritted my teeth.

"They've seen eachother a few times" he whispered, running his hands through his hair.

"Since when?"

"Since he came to London"

"London?!" I repeated . I was livid. "That was like August. It's nearly December Mason"

"I know" he huffed.

"And we're you actually planning on telling me this information?" I asked.

"I didn't think they were serious" he said "they ain't serious anyway"

"Oh serious enough to see eachother on a Saturday night? Serious enough to see eachother a few times since he's been in London" I ranted.

"He hasn't even mentioned her since the dates with you"

"Aw Mason! That makes me feel so much better" I replied sarcastically. "Maybe he will mention me to her when he's fucking her tonight?"

"Who's fucking who tonight?" Ben then came back over and sat down next to me, resting his hand on my thigh.

Masons skin turned a pale colour. He knew my temper was bad. I knew my temper was bad. Have a ever done anything to control it? No. Am I planning on doing anything to control it? In the future maybe, but when people do stupid things like this, it makes me realise why I get so angry.

"Just this girl called Amber ? You heard of her?" I asked.

"Well I don't know , Amber is a pretty common name" he shrugged.

"Oh really? I thought that you were pretty friendly with her?"

"Jaymie? I don't know what you're going in about" he laughed.

"Do you think I'm fucking stupid?" I stood up from the beanbag. Silence filled the room , everyone staring - but I didn't care.

"Woah?" Ben held his hands up "calm down"

"Wrong move bro" Tammy whispered under his breath - he was right. You never tell an angry girl to calm down.

"Calm down?" I chocked as I repeated what he said. "Are you taking the piss?" I said.

"Babe-" he began.

"Don't babe me you asshole!" I pointed at him. "Did you tell Amber all the same shit you told me? Did you tell her you ain't like the other guys out there?"

"I don't know what you're talking about!"

"Oh maybe this will give you a reminder , Hi babes , what time should I come over this evening? I miss you and I can't stop thinking about the other night with you either" I looked at the texts in his phone. "Maybe you should check you got you phone in you next time you go somewhere"

"I can explain" he pleaded

"Don't bother" I threw the phone down at him "I can't actually believe I let myself fool for all the rubbish that came out your mouths I put my hands on my head.

"Let's not do this infront if everyone" he huffed.

"No Benjamin! Don't fuck me over because I will lay into you twice as bad as you ever thought you could lay into me. You walk around here on your stupid high horse because you've just been signed for 50 million quid,  kept a couple clean sheets and everything thinks you're fucking the physio. Have a day off mate"

"Fine , I was seeing this Amber. But if you found out why do it infront of a audience ? So you can keep up your stupid persona of being a tough girl?" He stood up to face me even though he was nearly half a foot taller than me.

"You are such an asshole!" I finally fully lost it, I lunged forward to push him.

"Enough J, enough" Azpi stood in.

"Have a fun evening with Amber , I'm sure you will have a blast!" I picked my bag up and left.

Bens POV

To say that Jaymies outburst was a shock would be wrong. I knew she would find out about Amber so I don't know why I kept entertaining her. However , if I knew Jaymie had such a temper I would of never done it.

The boys didn't even bother to finish the fifa tournament. Instead turning the TV off and going to the canteen to get some food.

"I guess we should of warned you about the temper huh?" Christian half laughed although there nothing funny about this.

"Where has she gone?" I asked

"She's gone home , she's fine" Mason said , I saw him on the phone when he was up getting some food. It must of been Jaymie on the phone.

"Sorry for putting you in the middle of this bro" I said to Mason. I suppose his two best friends arguing isn't the best.

"I should of told you to stop seeing Amber when you starting with J" he huffed.

"She pissed at you too?" I asked him. Mason just nodded in response. Guess I have really fucked up. "Maybe it's just hormones , she might be over it tomorrow"

"You really don't know Jaymie huh?" Tammy said. "Once Kepa kicked a ball which hit her hand and broke one of her nails , he was benched for the next 3 matches"

"Oh, great" I said and rubbed my hands through my hair. This was not good, she benched kepa just for breaking her nail, I broke her trust so lord know what she will do.

After we finished our food we made our way home. Amber was already in my my driveway, I couldn't help but think that I would rather it be Jaymie waiting for me. Amber was the total opposite to Jaymie. She was blonde with dark brown eyes. Not a tattoo or cigarette in sight, which was probably better but I would kill to smell the scent of a burning cigarettes.

Was I upset or was I too nice? I wasn't sure. But obviously I entertained Amber for the night and she entertained me. Maybe I thought it would make me feel better ? I can tell you it definitely didn't. I woke up and made my way to Cobham feeling worse than ever.

"Where's Jaymie?" I asked Mason as I go on the coach but she wasn't in her seat.

"At the front" he said, nodding his head to a seat where Jaymie was sat. Around her eyes were dark but she still looked angry. Very angry.

Maybe I should of just stayed at Leicester, or maybe I should of just stuck to one girl?