Yeah I decided that I'm not going update every Friday and do it whenever because otherwise it will be too stressful.
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NIALL'S POV
I haven't been able to see Zayn since he's been in hospital and I had to hide when the paramedics came because I was apparently all over the news because of my kidnap. It's been a week since he was taken in and the boy's said that had woken up but he didn't want to see me because he 'knew' I was going to dis-own him. That was completely and utterly preposterous considering I shared the same feelings as him.
Liam said that he was being discharged from the hospital today, I was overly excited because when he gets back I'm going tell him that I love him too and hope that we'll live happily ever after. However Liam did say that he was going to need people constantly watching over him. I do feel sorry for him though because he's not going to be able to go anywhere without telling someone where he is or having someone watching him.
ZAYN'S POV
To say I was nervous was an understatement. I would have to face him and he will say how he will never want to see me again or something on the lines of that. I can't lose him and I most certainly do not want to lose him but I guess that's what's going to happen. It's time to face the music and its better sooner rather than later right?
I'm not really looking forward having constant supervision, if it was Niall it would be okay but that's not going to happen is it.
The boy's came to collect me and I’m currently sitting in the passenger’s seat of Liam's car on the way back to the house where Niall's at. I don't plan on talking to anyone I’m just going to go upstairs to my room and take a nap because I don't even want to see the disgusted faces Niall will pull at me, that will break my heart even more.
I was so lost in thought I didn't realise we were back at the house an Liam was poking my cheek to try and get me to snap out of my daydream and get into the house.
"Sorry mate zoned out I guess" giving him a sheepish look.
"I know mate but can you try to move your backside out of my car and into your house"
"No problem mate" I didn't even attempt to make a move because I knew Niall was in the waiting for my return so he can say any crude words he can, I know it will happen even though Niall is innocent.
"Listen, you don't even know whether he likes you back for all you know he could love you too but you can't seem to go in there and find out if he does -"
"But what if he doesn't? What if he laughs in my face and goes and shatters my heart even more then what? I should be dead because I know he will never love me like I love him"
"But you don't know that if worse comes to worse you can always take him back home and then carry on life as normal. Now get in there and find out your destiny, there's always a way out" I pondered on that for a while because I guess he had a point we could just take him back home to save anymore embarrassment on my behalf.
After a few minutes I left the car slowly to enter the house with Liam trailing behind me. When Liam shut the door I could hear feet that sounded like they were running down the stairs. As soon as I thought that I could see a flash of blonde rush round the corner straight into me knocking me to the floor before I even had time to venture up to my room.
"I missed you Zaynie, I wanted to visit I really did but I couldn't I’m sorry please don't hate me" I knew it was Niall considering he had blonde hair and a noticeable Irish accent and because he was the only one with both of those things. He buried his face into the crook of my neck and I could feel a wet patch forming on my t-shirt. Was he crying?
"Hey Niall why are you crying and shouldn't you be the one hating me? It's fine that you didn't come I understand we wouldn't even be in this mess if I didn't take you."
He lifted his head so his face met mine and he placed his lips on mine. I was shocked at first but I relaxed into it and kissed him back after I felt him pulling away because I was unresponsive. We pulled back after a little while because we needed air.
"Don't you dare ever say that I should hate you because I don't I love you and if you hadn't of taken me I wouldn't of met you and I wouldn't have fallen in love with you and can I ask you something?"
"You can ask me anything and you don't have to ask just say it"
"Will you Zayn Malik do me the honour of being my boyfriend?"
"I would love too" and with that I leant up and pressed my lips against his for a short and sweet kiss.
The other boys all came out from round the corner congratulating us and saying 'finally' and stuff like that. I just smiled and thanked them before making my way upstairs with Niall's hand in mine and our finger intertwined. We both made our way to his bedroom because I couldn't got to mine and see where I caused myself and all the boys harm because I would feel so guilty knowing I shouldn't of done it without finding out how Ni felt as well.
We both lay down under the covers and Niall cuddled into my side and laid his head on my chest. This is how it was meant to be.
"hey Ni I was thinking when I was in the hospital and I thought maybe it was time to take you back, I mean your family must be missing you and it doesn't matter that he didn't pay me back because now money doesn't matter to me only you, the boys and my family do." He looked up to me with tears in his eyes and clung onto me.
"but Zaynie I don't want to leave I’ve just got you and I don't want to let you go now" tears were falling freely from his eyes now, I couldn't do anything but try to wash them away.
"Hey baby you don't need to cry, I can and will still visit you whenever I can and I will move nearer you so you can stay with me sometimes and we will figure this out but please don't cry I don't like seeing you cry"
"Promise?"
"I promise" He held out his pinkie for me to hook mine around his and I did chuckling at his childish behaviour.
"Now you go to sleep you look like you haven't had a goodnights sleep for quite a while since I was in the hospital" He yawned and nodded laying his head back on my chest and falling asleep shortly after.
I don't want to take him back but it's the right thing and I can still see him it's not like we'll be separated we can still see each other.
With those last thoughts I drifted off to sleep and thought no more of taking Niall home for his family’s happiness and his as well.
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I will update again tomorrow because I can't even remember the last time I did so yeah I will do it tomorrow. As you can tell I am going to keep writing this because I feel like it shouldn't be left unfinished.
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