ZAYNS POV
It's been a month now and he still hasn't woken up Mrs Ho- Maura has and she said that no matter what never call her Mrs Horan like I had been but to call her Maura so she doesn't feel old.
Anyway Maura woke up two weeks after the incident. She had improved in the first week so she was able to move to a normal room a couple of floors below us, I think she was on floor 7 now. Well after the week she was moved she woke up, I thought that Niall would wake up soon then because Maura did but it's been two whole weeks after that and he's still here.
The doctors do checks on him every day to see how he's going but they said that the state he was in was worsening and there's only a 25% chance of him surviving. After hearing that I was distraught I couldn't do anything for myself except go to the bathroom. Greg helped me with everything and so did Maura because she was released last week and was worried about me. They shouldn't worry about me considering I'm not on my death bed and Niall is.
The door opened and as per usual it was Greg and Maura with some spare clothes for me.
"Zayn, you look worse than yesterday have you eaten anything?" I shook my head; see my idea was that if Niall wasn't eaten then I wouldn't which is why they practically had to force the food down my throat. I would only eat when Niall was awake and eating as well. Maura came and knelt by the side of my chair because it was so close to the bed she couldn't get in front.
"Zayn look at me" I didn't look just kept my eyes trained on Niall. "Zayn look at me" I turned my head the slightest bit towards her but kept my eyes on Niall. She placed her fingers on my chin and turned my head so I was facing her and my eyes were trained on her.
"Would Niall want you eating?" I nodded my head. "Would he like it if he knew you were doing this to yourself?" I shook my head this time. "What would you be like if Niall was in your position? You wouldn't like it would you?" I mumbled a quick no. "Honey, I know how Niall is but he wouldn't like how you're treating yourself, you have to treat yourself right if not for yourself but for Niall, he wouldn't want you like this so please just treat yourself right" I mumbled an okay. "Right go take a shower and get dressed into these - she handed me the bag of clothes - and I'll get you something to eat" I mumbled another okay and made my way into the bathroom attached to Niall's room. I turned the shower on and waited for it to heat up before stripping and getting inside. I cleaned myself of and started to finish up before I heard a commotion coming from Niall's room.
I quickly stepped out the shower making sure not to fall dried myself off and got into the clothes. I opened the door but someone was blocking my view. "Clear" I heard that and then a sound of buzzing and someone dropping. I'm not stupid I've watched medical programmes and I knew this was happening to Niall. Tears were leaving my eyes at a rapid pace as I tried to get past Greg I was successful but I kind of wish I wasn't because I didn't want to see him like that. He had wires coming off him and the doctors and nurses were crowding him with the paddle things trying to get his heart started.
I felt my knees buckle underneath me but before I could fall to ground I was pulled into Greg chest. I buried my face in his neck, he picked me up and I wrapped my arms round his neck and legs round his waist cuddling into him. I soon felt myself being lowered onto someone else, I looked to see it was Maura and done exactly the same to her as I did to Greg. She didn't seem to mind because she wrapped her arms round my waist and whispered things into my ear that were supposedly going to cheer me up.
I finally calmed down and about half an hour later a doctor came out of Niall's room. I ran up to him and bombarded him with questions. "How's Niall?" "He's going to be alright isn't he?" "Can I see him?" "Please tell me he's going to be alright" He held his hand up signalling me to be quiet and I immediately shut up.
"Mr Horan is in a very critical state and needs to be monitored very closely over the next 24 hours, we managed to get his heart going but we do need to find out why it stopped in the first place, we are hoping he will be alright and his survival rate has increased to 50% because we believe he is able to hear what's going on around him and the stress of trying to wake him up caused his body too much strain resulting in his heart failing for the short time. If you try talking to him it may help him wake up quicker but under no circumstance are you to try and encourage him to wake up because that could lead to his heart failing again and we may not be able to revive it again so please take it easy around him" He moved out of the way so me and Maura could go into his room. Greg was on one side of Niall's bed holding his hand and talking to him, I'm guessing the doctor told him the same things he told us. I pulled a chair up to the other side of the bed and took a hold of Niall's hand, I didn't want to interrupt Greg so I let him continue Maura took a hold of Niall's hand on the side Greg was.
By now it was quite late because we had been here for the day just talking to Niall and occasionally each other. I was going to talk to Niall properly when Maura and Greg had gone home. I stayed at the hospital every night in case Niall woke up, I even had like a little put me up at the side of the room that I slept in so I didn't have to sleep on an uncomfortable plastic chair.
"Zayn we're going home are you sure you don't want to come with us?" Maura asked.
"No thank you, I was planning on talking to Niall for a bit"
"Okay sweetheart make sure you get enough rest though" She came over and gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek goodbye and Greg gave me a 'man hug' and then they left. Over the past month I hadn't really heard much from the other boys they occasionally came to visit but they don't really give me any information on what's happening and said they wouldn't until Niall was awake so I would actually listen to what they were telling me.
"Hey Niall, the doctor said you may be able to hear me so I'll give this a shot. I love you, I really do and I was told not to tell you to try and wake yourself up but I need you I do but I don't want you try and wake yourself up whatever happens you will wake up naturally but just make it soon yeah because I do need you, you're my strength, my saviour and I know you need me too and I will be here to support you, just know that I love you and I miss you and everything about you, from your sparkling blue eyes to your adorable laugh, I will wait forever and day for you, I love you". I kissed his forehead and made my way over to my put me up bed and got as comfortable as I could before drifting off into a dreamless sleep.
NIALLS POV
I can hear them. I can hear everything they're saying. Earlier it was me trying too hard to wake up and my heart just gave up trying. It felt strange and I could hear Zayn over the shouting of doctors and nurses. I even heard the conversations between mom, Greg and Zayn which were sometimes directed to me. I don't know why I can't wake up; it's really stressing me out now because i've been trying for quite a while.
I heard mom and Greg leave and that Zayn was staying. I felt him hold my hand and I tried to let him know I could hear him by squeezing his hand but I really couldn't. It was the next bit that tried to make me wake up.
"Hey Niall, the doctor said you may be able to hear me so I'll give this a shot. I love you, I really do and I was told not to tell you to try and wake yourself up but I need you I do but I don't want you try and wake yourself up whatever happens you will wake up naturally but just make it soon yeah because I do need you, you're my strength, my saviour and I know you need me too and I will be here to support you, just know that I love you and I miss you and everything about you, from your sparkling blue eyes to your adorable laugh, I will wait forever and day for you, I love you".
I felt him kiss my forehead and the make his way to what was probably a put me up bed. I knew then that the next day I would try whatever I could just to wake up from this coma.
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