THAT SECRETARY

twenty five

“love?”

“yes, love?” i hum while continuing to work inside my room. it's saturday and since channie has no school schedules for today, i decided to stay at home as well.

i heard donghyuck shuffle from behind and trails from the bed towards me. without hesitations, he plopped himself on my lap while i'm left squirming at the sudden weight.

“love!” i laugh and place him properly. after, i signed papers and revisions again.

“love, congratulations…” he says. i smiled at him and gave him a quick peck on the lips. “for what love?”

“for winning this deal. i know you've been working on it for months.” he points out while drawing small circles on my abdomen. i love it when he gets clingy but i do think right now is a bad timing.

“thank you love, but… let me work for a minute. i still have to finish this.” i said softly, trying so hard not to offend him or the like.

in which he did.

he scoffed and bit my chest, making me shout in pain. then he walked away. only then i figured out i shouldn't have said that.

as much as i want to finish this work right now, i don't want donghyuck to sulk about it. i already told him that he and our son is much more important than the company.

“love…” i tapped his bottom lightly. “love, i'm sorry.”

i heard him scoff and even tighten the comforter around his body. he kicked me away so i traveled to the other side.

“donghyuck… love, i'm sorry.”

“go away!” he hisses, punching me and kicking me but my determination to make him forgive me is stronger still.

“hey… i'm sorry, love. come on. i know you want some cuddles. i'm not working anymore.” i gave him a small smile without him seeing it.

just then, he lifted the comforter above his body and looked over my shoulder to see if i really did stop working, when he confirmed that i did, he immediately smiled widely.

“are you not upset anymore?” i whisper in his ears while giving him butterfly kisses all over his neck. “tell me you're not upset anymore…” i plead.

instead of actually answering, he places his lips on mine and casually kissed me as if it's the thing that we always do when in fact, i can't kiss him on the lips because he didn't gave me any consent that i can everytime i want.

nonetheless, i kissed him back gently while pushing him on the bed. i soothingly rub his shoulders from time to time, to let him know i'm being as gentle as i can and i'm not going to hurt him anytime soon. every single time i try to assure him that i am not going to abuse him, hurt him and do like what his fucking asshole ex did.

everything was glitters and rainbows not until he opened his mouth for me.

he never did this before.

i leaned away with a curious face. “is this okay?”

he wrapped his arms around my neck as he nod. “we've never kissed like this before, right?"

“we haven't, love. but we don't have to if you're still uncomfortable—”

for the second time, i had his open mouth around me again and that shit is hotter than everything.

slowly, and very reluctantly, i experimentally insterted my tongue in his caverns and it was amazing. it felt amazing. he tastes like candies, as usual.