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Chapter IV : FEELINGS

As the days passed by, we knew more about each other and with the same circle of friends, there's this weird feeling inside of me.

It just gives me problem, maybe heart failure. Aisshh!! I don't know how to explain this but at least try to understand. : )

"Chi minh, am I weird?"

"Well psychologically, emmmm no." He answered while chewing on the doughnut

"I'm having weird feelings."

"Oh gosh!! That is the first sign of being weird." Still chewing,

"Psh. What I mean is that I have a weird feeling towards a person. Never mind, you wouldn't understand me anyway."

"Oh on Tomoyo Sakagami?" I'm surprised!

"How did you know?" I asked with disbelief.

Amazing!

For the record, Chi minh is worth talking at this moment.

"Well, she's the only girl your close with, except from your mom, of course."

"Chi minh, what is Tomoyo to you?"

"A human of course. Why? Are you having doubts that she's not a human? My friend, you really need to see a doctor."

Did I say that he is worth talking? Tsss, on second thought, he's not. I already changed my mind.

"No, that's not what I mean. What I mean is that, what is she to you? Is there something special or something?"

"uhm, a friend. Why do you happen to ask such stupid questions? It's not like you."

"I was just asking and to clarify what I really feel. ....... Dude, I think I'm having a crush on Tomoyo!"

"Okay."

*MOMENT OF SILENCE*

"Wait, you having a crush on Tomoyo??!" His face was really priceless

"Yah? I've just said it."

Was Chi minh really that slow?

It almost took him a minute to react. He really needs a brain transplant.

I feel pity for him.

"Oh. This can't be, you can't have a crush on Tomoyo!! No! No,no,no! Oh this is going to be bad. What am I gonna do?" Chi min said with a bothered expression plastered on his face.

It's like he is carrying the whole world in his hands.

"And why is that?" The idea of what he said just gives me frustration.

Why can't I just love who I want? Can't I have freedom? (naks! Dumadrama si kuya! Bigyan ng jacket!! Ay huwag nalang walang connect. Applause nalang ibigay natin. *applause-applause*)

"Nothing. I'm just saying. Maybe your just..."

"What?"

"I don't know. Sooo," He then diverts the topic

"When are you going to tell her?" He continued.

"How about tomorrow?"

"THAT FAST?!" Chi minh said, almost like a shout.

"Why? I don't see any problem about it. Do you?"

"Ah. Okay. I think you should invite her to a date."

"Really? Thanks, that would help."

"Yeah, I know right? I'm such a genius." He said triumphantly.

After Chi minh said that, I throw the ball pen directly into his face. And why is there a ball pen in here?

"Ouch what was that for?" Asked Chi minh.

Geez. He really doesn't have any clue, does he?

I should send him to the doctor afterwards and it's him who needs to see a doctor not me.

"That idea of yours is insane. Telling her to date me might make her shock or worse, reject me. It's my first confession and I'm kinda nervous so I got to do what I think is comfortable for me." I hate to say this but, I think I sounded so gay.

"Fine. Just do it your way. I don't care about that."

Then there was a complete silence.