Aches (Tokyo revengers)

Aches

Sometimes, we take things for granted without even realising them, assuming that the thing or person will stay with us forever.
I wonder if life sees it, and with some drastic turn of events makes us realise the true importance of those people or things.

Sometimes though, we come to this realisation too late, to the point, that it's not only mentally, but also physically that they are out of our reach.

Mikey was walking with the girl bridal style, too engrossed in getting her help to hear the footsteps running towards him.

Before he could even realise, there was a guy crashing into them. The guy quickly stood up and ran away. Mikey should have known something was wrong just by seeing how suspicious that guy looked with a mask covering his face, hoodie hiding his hair and him looming around in such a deserted street.

As Mikey stood up, he looked at the girl who had fallen along with him, her face getting paler than before, he bent down to pick her up only to feel something moist on his palms.

Curious as well as worried he looked at her to see a staff stabbed deep in her abdomen.

At that moment everything fell apart, his vision grew dizzy as he picked her up and ran like his own life depended on it. It kind of depended, since she was his life.

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It's said that seeing your loved one hurt either mentally or physically, leaves you tremendously tired. Your brain gets exhausted with all the possibilities that might happen and your heartaches from all the assumptions.

You are left there wondering if you should console that loved one or yourself.

Life is too short to worry about a materialistic goal, we never know when someone's time to depart this world has come. As their soul leaves this world, only their memories remain in other people's mind.

Some might say it isn't fair, but who had told you life is fair, it never has been and perhaps it never will be. What's truly unfortunate is that sometimes, even the most innocent souls depart this world so early, while people with more toxicity remain.

I wonder, do you really have your memories throughout your life flashing through your eyes when you take your last breath?
If so, are those the bad memories, or the small happy memories?

Perhaps, I will remember that one small thing someone I don't even know complimented me about because it made me feel happy.

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They say, when you are in a worrying situation, time seems to slow down, as if wanting you to absorb this situation more closely. This was how Mikey was feeling right now, with the sound of the clock ticking on the bland wall of the hospital seeming too prominent yet so slow. 

Looking at the "OPERATION" sign outside the room Frost currently lay, perhaps either fighting for her life or just embracing the reaper, acknowledging the peaceful yet cold feeling of death.

At this moment, all he could do was rethink his last moments with her when she was conscious were of him just hurting her or pushing her away. Guess he should wash his mouth with soap.

As his lifeless eyes stared at nothingness, a smile maintained on his features, in denial of what the worst-case scenario might be. Life truly was playing a game with him, slowly and gradually ripping him apart by taking his closest people away to bliss, leaving him in misery. If only he had treasured her as much as she did him, not letting his own fears and overthinking tear them apart, all he could do was hope that he would be able to make it up to her somehow.

Looking around the waiting room he sat, which was completely deserted, he wondered, why is no one coming to see her, he had informed everyone on texts. Little did he know, she had grown distant from everyone just trying to defend or believe in him, such a tragic thing the people with beautiful minds go through.

As the door of the operation door opened, Mikey looked up at the doctor coming with a mask hiding his expression, making it hard for Mikey to read what the situation was from expression.

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Hi! How is your day/night going? if it's somehow going bad, here have my love and appreciation for you, may you feel better :D. As promised, here's another update! Sorry for leaving on another cliffhanger.

we are reaching this book's end, I will try to update the next chapter as soon as possible, however, it won't be in this week.

Smile, your smile is really beautiful, I can even tell reasons for those who don't believe.