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[this chapter is actually just going to be about how the characters are feeling right now. maybe a few dialog here and there but nothing too big, yeah? kinda like they're getting interviewed.]

~Harry

How do I feel about Zayn? He's alright. And maybe things aren't how they're suppose to be between us, but they're getting there. I enjoy having him around. He's a fun person who I know I can rely on. Zayn isn't that type of person to mess everything up. He wants things simple. And simple is better. Right?

Niall? My daddy? I love him. He's my everything. Life is so much better when I'm with him. I'm very happy he's happy with Zayn. But sometimes, he's so upsetting. First, he'll say he loves you, but then an hour later, he's yelling at you. But that's just apart of how Niall is. Which is why I love him for how he is.

~Niall

Harry, is my son. What do you mean 'do I love him?'? Harry is the worlds sunshine. His smile lights up my day. My week, my year. My life. Yeah, me and Harry have has some.. Sexual moments together but doesn't mean I love him any less.

Louis... Louis is amazing. He's kinda hard to understand, but he's certainly a keeper. Louis and I don't hang out has much as I want us to, but it's getting there.

Why do I think he's so quiet? Because he misses his mum. They were really close is all. I don't think people understand why some people take death harder than others. Plus, seeing how he is only 10, changes a few things.

My intake on Zayn you ask? He's sweet. Just... I don't know. We have some moments where you wish you didn't know him. Like, hold on, that sounds bad. Sometimes, we fight. And when your yelling, and fighting, and screaming, you actually start to feel for him. And it's kinda like, 'why are we even still friends?' Does that make sense? Probably not.

~Zayn

Me and Louis don't exactly talk much so I can't answer that question but, from what I do know, yeah he's a sweet kid. Me and Niall are trying our very best to get to know him but, it's harder than it seems when he won't open up.

Harry's different, you know? But I love him for him. I see both of them, [Louis and Harry] as my sons. I would like to think that Harry and I are friends, yes. But... I don't know honestly.

~Louis

Harry and me are okay. We dated, then we broke up. There's not much to it.

Zayn's alright. We don't talk enough for him to judge him.

Niall is my dad. Finally, I can say those words and mean it. I love him so much. And I'm proud to have him as my father.

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Done.

Finished.

I think.

Should I continue?