The image of romances going on inside MBLAQ wasn't a good image at all, but sometimes it was all just too much to say no. It's like thing that's forbidden suddenly becomes the one most wanted.
"Mmm, Mireu" Joon moaned into the kiss, as he leaned against the kitchen table, with Mir sitting up with one of Joon's legs between his own. It was already way too late for seducing each other, but the schedule didn't give them any other free moment.
As the minutes passed so quickly, the clock suddenly told them it was past midnight. Which meant that they only had a couple of hours left of sleep. "We should go to sleep..." Joon suggested, but Mir only shook his head. "When do you think the next time when we can enjoy eachother will be?" he asked his boyfriend underneath.
With a sigh, Joon looked away, and realized that there was something about what Mir said. "Okay, I don't know. But I'm sure we'll find a while, soon". Also sighing, in frustration though, Mir pulled himself off the other's leg, and folded his arms, looking away. "I don't think so", Mir mumbled. "I promise you, my little baby", Joon whispered, and lifted the other's head in his direction with his hand, carefully.
Mir glared at Joon, still not convinced that they would find time to just love eachother, the way he wanted. "Trust me", Joon wrapped his arms around the smaller boy's body, and held him as close as possible. Resting his head on Joon's shoulder, Mir caressed the other's back, and tried to accept it. "Fine, but if not, I'll make sure you're screwed", Mir whispered, and chuckled.
"Okay, we have a deal", Joon smiled, not his perfect camera smile, but the smile that was real and honest, the one that Mir loved so much. Since it was special, not for everyone. Not for all the cameras, not for anyone. You had to make Lee Changsun truly happy, to see it. Just smiling back, Mir kissed Joon's lips again, and things returned to what they were like a couple of minutes ago.
The talk about sleep, was somehow forgotten as soon as Joon was trapped against the table and Mir. The younger's hand slipped under Joon's shirt, and caressed his soft and muscular back, which he loved so madly. Hands touching all over the familiar areas, the sexy moment was disturbed by some steps shuffling right outside the kitchen, eventually entering it.
In to the kitchen stepped Thunder. His eyes were barely open, and both Mir and Joon could see that he was more sleeping than awake. "Thunder...?" Mir asked suspiciously. Thunder just waved his hands like he tried to wave them away, and continued up to the cupboards, taking out a glass.
"You okay?" Joon asked, hands still around Mir. "Just don't mind me" Thunder slurred, and filled the glass with water, drinking it up in one mouth, leaving the empty glass on the counter. With surprisingly long and quick steps, the boy exitted the room, leaving the couple confused. "Well...", Mir smirked, and pressed his lips against his boyfriend's again.
From where they sat in the kitchen, they could hear as the door to Thunder and Seungho's now shared room was closed. "Maybe... maybe we should go to bed..." Joon tried to get out in between the hungry kisses Mir attacked his lips with. "Maybe we should continue this in bed", Mir corrected him, and stopped the kissing.
Just grinning, Joon intertwined his fingers with Mir's, and they walked off to their room. Trying to make sure that no one heared them, Joon stayed in the room while Mir went for a couple of minutes to the bathroom. When the maknae was back already, he gazed around in the dark room.
Joon's shirt and polo was laying on the floor already, and he could see the jeans that his boyfriend wore were neatly laid on the chair. Smirking, he looked over at the beds. Their two single beds, which one of them was never used anymore. Joon was laying in only underwear on one of them, eyes already closed.
"Joonie, are you already sleeping?" Mir whispered out in the room, as he unbuckled his belt, talking his pants off. The room remained silent, until Mir's shirt and pants hit the floor with a quiet thud. "Whaaaat?" Joon asked tired, and looked in the direction of the door, not that he could see anything in the dark.
Mir took his place besides his lover hyung in the bed, and snuggled closer, so their faces were just centimeters from eachother's. "I thought we were going to do some naughty stuff now", Mir whispered disappointed, as his hands slowly carressed Joon's legs, up against his crotch. "Mirreu, please, I am so tired... I've already made a promise", Joon muttered, already asleep.
Sighing in disappointment, Mir retreated his hand, and wrapped it around the other's waist instead. "Fine. Night", the younger said, bitterly. "Mirreuuh ah... please don't be mad... I love you", Joon said bluntly. "I love you too" Mir kissed the tip of Joon's soft nose, before they both just closed their eyes, and fell asleep.
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"Hey, Mir, what's up?" Thunder asked, and sat down besides Mir in the sofa, looking at what the other was reading. "Ah, nothing, just looking through this. Nothing interesting though", the younger smirked, and closed the magazine. "Ah, okay" Thunder nodded, and grabbed the TV remote, turning the TV on.
Even though they maybe didn't seem to be the closest friends, Mir and Thunder had a good relationship, which they maybe hid a bit from their hyungs. It was something special about it, being the youngest, and still dating their older bandmates. But even looking away from their relationships, the boys came along well.
After all, it could be hard to ask your boyfriend or any older bandmate about help with something, they had eachother to turn to. The age gap wasn't big at all, but sometimes it was enough, but Mir and Thunder found it very easy to talk to eachother.
Even after Seungho and Joon breaking up, and now dating the youngest instead, they kept their friendship good.
"So, how are things between you and Joon?" Thunder asked, as he grabbed an apple from the table, looking over at his friend. "Ah, it's okay I guess", Mir sighed, and reached for the other apple at the table. "Tell me if you want", Thunder said casually, the way Mir always knew he could tell his friend anything, and it'd be a safe secret.
Biting on the apple, Thunder just sat and waited, as Mir remained quiet. After a long pause, filled by only the sound of the TV, Mir finally spoke up. "It's.. some times I wonder if he really truly loves me. I'm not doubting the fact that he loves me, but some times I feel like I'm ready for more than he is". Leaning back in the sofa, Mir started on his apple too, as he watched Thunder's concentrated face.
"You mean... making love?" Thunder asked to make sure he had gotten it all right. "Yeah...mostly that I think", Mir replied, and looked at the other. Thunder chewed the apple, and swallowed, nodding. "Mir, you know, maybe... maybe he just have to come over Seungho completely first, and then, he'll be ready. But without you by his side he'd never be able to, I think", Thunder spoke, before he threw a quick glance at the TV screen.
"Maybe you're right... it's just that.. I love him so much, and I want him all the time" Mir's voice had already decresed to a barely hearable whisper. Thunder looked over at Mir, worried. There was no one else at the dorms, so no one else would be there for comfort, or just to overhear. "I'm sure Joon just needs you by his side a while more, before things will be perfect for you both", Thunder assured his friend, and patted him on the shoulder.
Mir's head just hung down, and he covered his eyes with his hands. He knew that he was going to cry. He just didn't want to be too obvious to Thunder. "I... You're right... I'm just overreacting", Mir whispered again. This time, he felt as tears fell down his cheeks. They were hot and ran down his cheeks. Before he even knew it, he felt Thunder's think but strong arms, hugging him, tryingly, but yet inviting.
Mir scooted closer, and hig his face in his hyung's chest. "It's okay. He loves you, you know that", Thunder whispered, and patted Mir's back. "Yes..." Mir sobbed quietly, still pressed against Thunder. "It's okay, it's okay" the older assured. With Mir he was all diffrent, he saw him as his younger brother. He wanted to protect and be for him there all the time.
So when he patted the other's head, carefully, Mir just pressed himself even closer. He never wanted to loose Thunder as a friend. It was the friend that always was there, and cared for him. Someone he could count on.
After Mir pulling some really boring joke, which even though made them both crack up in laughter, Mir wiped away the tears, and Thunder smiled. "So you're okay now?" Thunder smiled, and picked up his half eaten apple that he had left when he reached to hug Mir. "Really better, thanks" Mir smiled.
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"So... on to your promises" Thunder smirked in the dark, as he crept over to the leader's bed. After being unable to see eachother for the whole day, he actually had missed his boyfriend. Even though they were together every possible moment. Seungho moaned as the younger climbed up on top of his chest, warm hands touching the bare skin.
"What promise?" Seungho asked curiously, and pushed the younger to the side, so that he could take control. Hanging over Thunder, Seungho smiled, and placed kisses all over the younger's abdomen, and all the way up to his neck. "The promise about fucking me sensless, I doubt you've forgotten", Thunder chuckled and moaned in the same time.
The sound of that, sounded more than perfect to Seungho, who just continued to place kisses up his boyfriend's jawline, until their lips finally met in a proper kiss. "Mmm" Thunder moaned, and wrapped his hands around the elder, locking them. "I haven't forgotten, but..." Seungho pulled one hand inside the other's underwear already.
"But what?" Thunder asked, and ignored the other's actions. If something wasn't right, he knew he had to know it. After all the drama in the dorm, he wanted to be a victim of lies and untold truths himself. Seungho remained quiet, and his hand just played with the soft skin that was under the fabric of Thunder's underwear. "You don't want to make love yet?" Thunder asked, remembering his hand Mir's conversation the day before.
Was that really it? Maybe what he told Mir, was something that would go for him too. "It's nothing like... I just.. I just want to wait with sex, and make it special", Seungho said in a low voice, looking away from Thunder. Sitting up, resting his body at one elbow, Thunder laid a hand on the other's face. "Yah, it's all okay" he said.
Seungho looked up, confused. "It really is?". The younger could be more understanding than he had hoped for. He just wanted the first time to be perfect. Like nothing else, unique. "I do. What about just sleep tonight?" Thunder suggested with a warm smile. "Okay, if you want so" Seungho smiled, and kissed the other lustfully.
Even though things weren't perfect yet, Thunder knew good enough, to know that it would get better. That even the experienced leader needed time to get things back to normal, and to sort his feelings out. And he was ready to wait for Seungho, no matter how long time he needed.Hmm... all the time I get more and more tempted to continue this...and I really feel like writing a chap 5...
