Hope

15. "I am the worst sister"

Elenor

I was a horrible person. I was turning into my parents. I had blamed my sister for everything when she was actually doing everything for me. Tommy made sure I knew it too, when he dragged me to Beth's lovely garden.

"I can't believe you. You sister may have left you with your parents but, you weren't like shit. She got in a fight to take care of you and it became her downfall. She has never wanted to deal with your parents! She slapped your mum because she said you looked like a whore. The only reason she is here is because of you! She is returning to her place of hell to be there for you! She tried not doing anything with Rick but, have you seen them? They're meant to be! She and I do not have feelings for each other. We hate the fact that our parents want us to marry but, do you know why Beth's not just saying no?" I closed my eyes tight and nodded my head. Because your parents have threatened to disown you, cut you off, fire you and make sure you don't get a decent job."

My jaw dropped. Beth was putting herself through all sorts of torture just to look out for me and I, I was getting pissed that my fiancé liked her, assumed that Tommy loved her because he cared for his friend, assumed she was a slut and selfish. I was just an awful person.

"I'm so sorry." I told Tommy now I had chance. He had stormed back inside after his rant and I didn't blame him. "It's fine. Beth clearly understands and it makes sense what she said so." I dropped to the couch trying not to cry. I was failing. "I am the worst sister. Beth is suffering because of me. I don't even know what to do. I don't even know her well anymore."

"Then get to know her." Tommy sighed taking a seat by me. His hand rested on my leg, making my heart rate pick up. "I'm sorry I gave you such a hard time. I just didn't realise how bad Annabeth had, had it here. It just set me off. She deserves so much better than what she's gotten here." I nodded in agreement. Seeing her with Richard when I came back in, I could see that chance of Beth being happy, despite the shocked state she was originally in.

I missed Beth. Tommy was right, I needed to get to know her again. It's exactly what I was going to do. That, and try and think of what I could do for my sister after all she had done for me over the years.

"I really do like you Tommy, I may have gotten a bit jealous when I thought you were in love with Beth. I was also very serious about being ready and wanting you to take my virginity, just so you know."  Tommy's hands turned to fists. A painful groan escaped him as his head dropped. "I like you too, Ellie. I'm sure if Beth can look past what you said; I can too." Tommy gave me a warm smile. I bit my lip. "Let's find a spare room. I want to try something."

Tommy gave me a questioning look. I took his large hand in mine and lead him upstairs to one of the bedrooms that had an open door. I threw him to the bed and shut the door. My nerves were building but I wasn't stopping. With Tommy I wanted to move forward in my sex life even if it was just bit by bit. "Lower your pants and boxers, please."

"You don't have to, Ellie."

"I want to. Please."

Tommy did what I asked and I could see that he was on his way to having a hard boner. I took a shaky breath and moved to my knees. "It's okay, baby. There's no rush." I bit my lip, I put spit on my hand and started to rub Tommy's large cock. He groaned. With each stroke his cock got harder and when it was standing tall, I took the plunge and wrapped my mouth around it. "Fuck. Baby, that feels amazing." Tommy groaned, moving his large hand to my hair and taking a grip.

I looked up with hooded eyes to see his eyes closed, and his mouth a jar. His grip on my hair got tighter as my deep throating did. Soon, he was thrusting up in my mouth. I choked a little but didn't mind, hearing his groans was actually turning me on amazingly. "Baby, I'm going to cum." Honestly, I didn't know what to do but settled for letting him unload into my mouth and swallowing.

"You're a natural, baby." Tommy grinned, helping me to my feet. He pulled me down to straddle him. Tommy pulled my lips to his which only made me smile. I wrapped my arms tight around his neck and kissed him with all I had. I was so happy and relieved that Tommy was no longer mad at me and that Beth wasn't mad at all. "I still want you, Tommy." I moaned, grinding against him. "Baby, you have no idea how tempting it is but, but, oh fuck it. If you want me; you've got me."

A surprised squeal escaped me as Tommy lifted me and threw me at to the top of the bed. He rushed to undress himself fully whilst I stripped myself. Our breathing was laboured, only getting worse when Tommy grabbed a condom from his wallet and rolled it on. Nerves consumed me as he crawled over me.

His large fingers invaded my wet pussy and after wincing I arced my back with a moan. "It's going to hurt, baby. Are you ready?" Tommy asked as I bit my lip to stop my moans. "Please." I whimpered my plea. He quickly got in position and moved my hands to his back.

Slowly, Tommy penetrated my pussy and I cried. My nails dug into his broad shoulders to get myself through the pain. Once in, Tommy stayed put, letting me adjust to his size. "Are you okay, baby?" I nodded and he started moving slowly. As he moved, the pain started to subside and he replaced with pleasure. I had never felt anything like it. "Tommy." I moaned. "I'm going to go faster, baby. Just tell me to stop if you want."

"Okay."

Tommy's thrusts started getting harder, faster and more intense. "Oh my god." My boobs were bouncing with each thrusts and I welcomed the slight pain still present because it was completely worth it. "I'm going to cum baby. Cum with me." Tommy groaned as my back arced as far as it could go, Tommy didn't need to say anything; I was already there, cumming for the first time after sex.

Tommy wasn't far behind and was suddenly dropping next to me, out of breath. I chuckled as his arm draped over me. "How you feeling?"

"Sore. You didn't take long to break." I chuckled earning a scowl. "Just don't make me regret it." He chuckled as his eyes were closing. They snapped open again when the door banged. "Just so you know you can keep that bedding guys, if you don't I'm only going to burn it. Hope you used protection." Beth sang on the other side of the day. My cheeks immediately heated up.

"We did."

"Good, night remember we need sleep so don't turn into rabbits." Beth laughed and I realised that she was never going to let me forget this, not that I wanted to.