Yoongi's Little Sister

Weverse

*knock knock knock* 

"Y/N?" the sweet, calm voice of the man that is Taehyung met my ear from behind the closed bedroom door of my room. I thought whether I wanted to speak or not, the same things were gonna be said like 'it'll be good for you to be known', I wasn't in the mood. I stayed on the balcony, if I didn't answer, he may just think I've fallen asleep. I rested my elbows on the balcony fence, my posture was a bit bent so I could overlook the balcony and view Seoul's lively nightlife. That's when I heard the door open. Shoot, I forgot to lock the door, I don't normally lock the door unless I really want some privacy. I get up from my peaceful state of mind, look over my shoulder, through the balcony doors to my room, where I see Tae's head peering into my room, his body behind the bedroom door, respecting my privacy but checking in to see if I was asleep. "Y/N? Can I come in? Can we talk?" he spoke so softly, like sweet, pure honey dripping thickly from a spoon. That was Tae, pure, innocent, sweet and thoughtful, always there for you through thick and thin, the backbone to your solutions. I huff, I know - a bit of an attitude, but I was still not entirely onboard with this idea, although I know the boys are right. I step into my room, not closing the balcony door to allow fresh air to flow into my room. "We don't have to talk if you don't want to. But I don't really want you to be alone, we can just together, in silence if you'd like?" I assume he said because of my huff of annoyance. It wasn't out of annoyance though, it was more of 'urgh I give up, you guys win' more stubborn if I'm being honest.

"No, no, come in, we can talk," As I say this, he steps inside, closing the bedroom door behind him. He smiles at my willingness to talk. I sit on my bed whilst he leans against my vanity table opposite me. He could be a bit intimidating even though he wouldn't even try to be. He just had that bold, confident look about him. He is soft and pure but walks and talks like he's the mafia boss. He was also wearing dark colours and his hair wasn't brushed, giving him an edgy, dark look, which is the complete opposite of his sunshine and rainbow personality. He stared at me for a few seconds deciding where to start the conversation from, I also looked back at him trying to see what his motive is here, is he going to try and talk me out of this or talk me into this? He opened his mouth slightly to speak but before he could, I quickly spoke up. "Listen Tae, I think I know what you're gonna say to me..." Reading his impression, he looked confused. I continue, "I've decided and made my decision." I pause to see if he was gonna say anything. His eyebrows raise slightly, gesturing me to continue, almost to say 'go on'. I clasp my hands on my lap, looking down at my toes blanketed in my pink fluffy socks for that almost autumn weather. "I agree with you guys.. kinda. I want to be known." I slightly look up, kinda nervous about his reaction, he quickly changes his stance and approaches me with a big, adorable smile on his face, his eyes creased, the happiness in his eyes flickered like a beam of light in the darkness of this room on this cloudy evening. He sat next to me on my bed, taking my sweaty hand in his, I gently tried to keep my hand on my lap because I was embarrassed that it was sweaty and didn't want him to hold it, it can be kinda gross, but he pulled it back to his lap. "eojjeoda?" (meaning: how come?" I had picked up on Korean and knew more than I thought I would, after all, spending time 24/7 in a house with Korean boys, Korean guests, Korean tv and reading Korean online, definitely makes a difference, also attending Korean language classes that Yoongi and Namjoon suggested and enrolled me in has helped significantly, I understand more than I let on, however I struggle to speak it, but can understand some. I sigh, "Well, I thought about it a lot, coming to terms with this new world of fame, understanding the pros and cons, and well, if you guys can do it then so can I, right? I can just lay low, keep a low profile, not make my instagram public. I know people will find it, and paparazzi will follow me, but as long as I try and keep my own life private then that's fine. If I get hacked or info gets leaked, then at least I know I tried everything in my power to keep it hidden, I will learn to deal with it. That's life right? We learn on the go." I shrug and side smile looking up at Tae who was also smiling looking down at me, he looked proud. At that moment, I look at the door as I had a feeling it looked open, when I knew Tae had closed it, unless we had a ghost in the house (spooky szn is upon us - halloween is tomorrow) then one of the boys was eavesdropping. As I look up, I notice a blonde head quickly move behind the door, I knew it was one of them. I quickly unclasp my hand from Tae's, and run towards the door to check who it was, as soon as I manage to step outside the door, another door closes, it was Yoongi's bedroom door. I wasn't mad, I'm his sister, and he wanted to know what my decision was, maybe he didn't want to interrupt my honest conversation with Tae. "I noticed him open the door, but didn't say anything, he's your brother at the end of the day, he just wants to know what's on your mind, what you're thinking of, I imagine it can be difficult for him sometimes." Tae spoke up, still sat on the bad. I smile, just enough to let him know that it's okay and make my way back to his side on the bed, and place his hand on my lap this time. There was a brief moment of silence between us before Tae opened up about his personal life, "Well, actually before I knew you had made up your mind to become known, I was going to tell you about my own little sister, who reminds me of you. I'm famous right?" I nod. "I have younger siblings, two. A younger brother and a younger sister. I have managed to keep them so private that no one has even seen a picture of them." I let out a slight laugh, it wasn't intentional, it was a surprised laugh, almost couldn't believe it. "Wae? Shocking, right? But doable." I stop laughing, and seriously took into consideration what he was saying. "Think about it, have you seen a picture of them online? google it." He took my phone from beside my lap and almost forcibly put it in my hands. I open Safari and search for 'Taehyungs siblings' on google images. He was eagerly looking down at my phone, I could feel his gaze. Sure enough, no pictures of his siblings, just pictures of child fans and fake stuff. "See?" he pointed down to my phone. I smile softly, slightly reassured. "Sometimes we have to sacrifice ourselves in order for our loved ones to live a somewhat ordinary life, the way they want." He rubbed my back, examining my face, trying to read my thoughts. I was grateful for him in that moment, grateful for this conversation. "Thank you, for this." I rested my head on his shoulder for a few seconds and then got up as I remembered I had university work to get on with, I had a deadline soon and as much as I wanted to stay in this moment a little longer, I really hadn't gotten anything done for this coursework and hd to get started on it. "munjeeobs-eo kkomaya" 'meaning: no problem little one'. He ruffled my hair and made his way out, turning around to have one last look at me, giving me a cheeky wink and smiling before closing the door. I smile contently, thinking about how satisfying this chat was before opening up the WhatsApp group chat with the boys.

Me: 'I wanna be known :) '

A few minutes pass and my phone starts blowing up.

Jin hyung: 'yahhhhh how comeeee? this is good news!'

Hobi sunshine: 'Y/N yayyyy, it's gonna be goooood, we can go shopping together without it being a secret!'

I just put a few laughing emojis.

Joonie: 'Good for you, it'll be life changing for sure.'

Yoongi hyung: 'We could post a group selfie on our twiter or weverse if you'd like?'

Before I could even think about it or respond, the boys quickly agree.

Tae: 'Nae, that's good, one from like the Oscars when we were backstage with you.'

Jiminie: 'Yeh we all look good there, all dressed up.'

Me: 'Sure, with or without a caption?'

Jungkookie: 'With a caption, something liiiikeee, her milkshake brought all the boys to the yard.'

Jiminie: 'Damn right, she's better than y'all'

A trail of laughing emojis / crying emojis follow and texts of either disapproval or praise.

Yoongi hyung: 'Not bad boys, but how about something simple like, this is our sister. We can use the other one for...later?..'

Me: 'I agree lolol. I have to say, it did make me chuckle.'

Joonie: 'Then it's sorted. I'll post this pic now.'

Me: 'ok ty.'

Then I got a notification that BTS had posted something on weverse, it had 473,000 likes in 1 minute, and hundreds of comments, I decided to read a few, a lot were in Korean so I quickly put them into google translate. Some said things like, 'Wow she is pretty.' Others thought they were trolling or I was an upcoming artist and BTS were working on a song featuring me. Others however, were slightly pissed that they even had a picture with a girl. Those who are fans of BTS know that they don't really touch or interact with female celebs the way western celebs do, but for their fans to see BTS so close with me maybe made some fans mad? After translating some, people had said "I'm gonna cut her up with my nails, she better watch out".

Like, oooo I'm so scared. I hope these comments don't take a toll on my mental health in the future, but for now it's honestly amusing to see how vicious and protective some fans are like jeez, let a girl live. I guess the next few weeks, or even months is gonna be difficult for me, but I'm excited to see where this takes me. Am I gonna stay an ordinary girl, orrrr will something new entail?