Yoongi's Little Sister

Bye

Yoongi smiled at me. He seemed really happy in that moment, I could tell he was finally at peace with the fact that I know who he is. He seemed really content that I took the news somewhat well, and that I accepted it.  I didn't know what was going to be in store for me, I have to leave my whole family behind, my sisters, my friends, my memories, the house I grew up in, the neighbours. Everything. However, I was a tiny bit excited about getting to know my brother. 

"So, what's going to happen now Namjoon?" I innocently asked him. He seemed pretty surprised that I had just addressed him by his full name. The others seem to look at each other, Taehyung and Hoseok smiled a bit. I made a confused face, I titled my head a bit, I am 18, but sometimes I can look 12. Namjoon caught on and rubbed my shoulders, "Don't worry Y/N, they're not used to not using honourifics, you'll learn, I'll teach you. The next step now is to jump on a plane and live with us!" he exclaimed this cheerfully. It looks like he was excited too.Suddenly, all these thoughts kept rushing through my mind, what am I going to do with university, my studies, oh my word.. I was really starting to panic. "What about my studies!! I can't leave all that behind! I worked so hard to get into university, guys I don't think I can leave!" My tone was pretty clear that I wasn't 100% on board. Namjoon quickly rushed by me again, crouching a bit to face my eyes, "Yah, it's going to be all okay, your parents talked to your university and they'll let you do online exams on a computer. It's all been worked out, your mum has packed a suitcase for you, and everything you'll need. The only thing we need to do is get on a plane Y/N." Wow, I guess my mum really was rushing to get rid of me. I felt bad for thinking that, I'm sure it's really hard for her too. I don't know why but I did feel a bit angry although I tried not to show my emotions on my face, I've been told I have a resting bitch face.. Oops? 

"Great. Let's go." I saw the suitcase waiting for me hidden behind a wall. I put my shoes on, and followed the guys out to the taxi that was waiting outside my house. I walked behind them, I quickly turned around to look at my house, and said a quick goodbye, reminiscing about the memories I've made along the years growing up. I felt a tear run down my cheek and made sure no one saw it. It was crazy. This whole experience is crazy. Just by that lamppost, me and my friend tied our other childhood friend to it, and made her eat grass. It was all for fun.. Honestly! In that forest right by my house is where me and my neighbours made a den. There was a park literally down the road from me, maybe ten steps away, that's where my mum and dad taught me how to ride a bike. I also played football with my sisters. I was saying bye to a whole lot of memories. It hurt. 

As the taxi drove off, I stared out the window, I suddenly felt very nostalgic and I knew I was about to cry any minute. To stop myself, I looked to the member sat next to me, Yoongi, I realised he was looking at me, they all were, I felt a bit self conscious, what were they thinking? What are their first impressions of me? I hope I don't come across as a rude teen. I realised soon enough I fully zoned out and was literally staring at Yoongi with a blank face. I blinked a few times and smiled at him, he smiled back, I could tell he wanted to say something, spark a conversation, but it was difficult with the language barrier, I knew a few words from watching kdrama, but it wasn't enough. Namjoon was on the phone, it seemed important, I felt bad that he had to translate all the time and probably will continue to until my korean is good enough. The taxi was a bit small for the 8 of us, excluding the driver. Jin was sat in the front passenger seat. Then instead of the second row of seats and two back seats behind the middle row. It had a train seating layout. The middle row had four seats facing me, then three seats facing those chairs. So opposite me was Namjoon, next to him was Jungkook, then Hoseok. Then it was me, then Yoongi and Taehyung, then Jimin. I decided it was just time to relax, and let this all soak in. I put my earphones in and tapped 'shuffle'. My life was going to be rollercoaster, but for now, I just wanted to be at ease and maybe, just this once, change is good. 

I woke up to the sound of  movement around me. I opened my eyes and realised I was asleep this entire time, on Yoongi. My head was leaning on his arm, my whole body facing him, my right arm intertwined with his left arm, I guess I used it to cuddle? He was awake, he was on his phone scrolling with his free hand. I looked around and noticed we were parked at the airport.  "Oh hey, you're awake, did you sleep well kid?" He ruffled my hair. I liked how comfortable he was being.  I smiled at his kind, welcoming behaviour. I was still a bit sleepy, so my voice was a bit groggy, but it made me sound like a kid. "Mhhm, are we here?", Namjoon smiled when he heard my voice, I'm guessing he thought it was cute. I was still leaning on Yoongi, I was so comfortable I didn't want to move, and I honestly think he tried to stay still so I would be comfortable. By now he obviously knew I was awake, but he didn't move, I think he really enjoyed having a sister who he can have a bond with. He replied to me though, his voice was deep, I think he was asleep too, my dad's voice was always so deep in the morning. "Ne" he smiled looking down at me, "We are waiting for plane. 2 minutes. Rest" I translated that in my head as, we're waiting for BTS' luxury private plane, and it'll be ready in 2 minutes, rest until then. I forgot I have to get used to this luxurious lifestyle. I think it'll take a while to get used to.  I looked up and smiled and said "cool, thanks". I looked ahead and saw Namjoon and Hoseok grinning at our little conversation me and Yoongi just had. I felt a bit shy so I quickly diverted my head to look outside the window. 

Soon enough we all jumped out the taxi and got onto the plane. Jungkook insisted he should carry my little suitcase, I could carry just fine, I used to go to the gym you know. I let him anyway, feeling bad for letting people do work that I could easily do. For now all I could do was smile to show my way of saying thank you. 

The plane was pretty big. It felt weird to be on this expensive plane. If only we owned this plane back home, how cool would that be? I scanned the seats, there were plenty of seats to choose from, I don't think it even made a difference but I was being picky in my mind. I watched the guys put their stuff above them on the overhead luggage area and sit down. Jimin sat on his own, Jungkook sat with Tae, Jin sat with Namjoon, and that left me, Hoseok and Yoongi. I didn't mind sitting on my own, I would have chilled to music and eventually fell asleep. There were three seats as well as other free empty seats, but Hoseok took my hand and Yoongi's and directed us to the 3 seats. I sat in the middle, with Hoseok on my left, having the window seat, and Yoongi on my right. I chuckled at this move he made, I knew what he was doing, trying to get us to interact more, but honestly I felt like I was annoying Yoongi, we have a long flight and I'm sure he wants to sleep, and honestly, so do I. I love sleeping. Hoseok pinched my cheeks and gave a bright smile which I'm sure could lift up anyone's spirit up. He really was the sun. I had a bit of a headache so I decided not to listen to music. Yoongi had his Mac out and looked like he was doing some work, maybe producing music, I wasn't sure. And Hoseok was on his phone. I felt comfortable, snug between the warmth of two guy who will now be my brothers. Not one was Yoongi my brother, but the rest of BTS were too. They were going to have to raise me I guess. Teach me Korean culture, the language. I was going to be living with them. All these thoughts made my headache worse. I really needed a nap. Sleep is my medicine. Of course. (lol)     I felt my eyes becoming heavy as I zoned out and daydreamed about my life in Seoul. My head was resting on the curve of the airplane seat, my legs were tucked into my stomach, and my arms were under my chin, I think I looked like I was in a foetal position. Honestly, how am I 18? The last thing I remember thinking was how good their aftershave smells, I have a thing for men's cologne...