Well now I'm focusing on how much control a person mind has of them. I mean for example superstition, comes from our mind and instances, like we think "oh I don't need to do that it will be fine" with something that differs with different ppl like with me if I see a piece of trash on the ground. And then later if a bad thing happens we contect it to not doing that thing like our mind/gut told us to even tho that thing was probably gonna happen either way but how do we know? With a lot of things I have that feeling, often, sometimes it helps, sometimes it makes things worse and sometimes it does nothing.
I have that like almost constantly, it's tiring, or I get in moods like this where I am actually controlling all that I think because it's like I submitted to doing it instead of trying to doing something else then that other part of me getting frustrated with myself for not thinking and trying to do something else when the other part of me wants nothing to do with thinking at that point in time.
And my mind controls all that it just interesting how much it can make you do without really thinking about it or retaliating or maybe you do retaliate and then you sit there for an 10-1hr trying to not do it because you think its fine but then your mind like no you have to do it so then you finally give in and do it and stuff.
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RandomJust some random thoughts of mine, I know I am crazy no need to point it out. #1 in mymind 1/30/22